Fairy Tale--4.

And ,it was after all their life back to normal,Steve and Lora dealt with their life without excitement,someday,they took walk together in the April wind and dizzy raining.

Steve was holding the black umbrella and Lora dressing a yellow hat.

"My dearest Steve!Why sometimes raining could be also fun but some other times it was just so dull?"
"Like today?Today ,it is dull for you?"
"Maybe,but not totally,because at least we talk!"
"I don't know!I couldn't think up a brand new game for so long!"
"So couldn't I,and all I could do is to humming around!"
"Like the Pooh Bear.....humming after bees!"
"Genau!"
"Exactly!And do you humming a new melody for me?My little sister?"
"Emm....I've heard a song from a friend and I danger forgot it .....maybe it was like
Brother Sun and Sister Moon ,I seldom see you seldom hear your tune....."
"So sad!Sad melody...."
"Could you say it is sorrow?"
"Genau!But,where did you learn this?"
"From a friend,a small creature!"
"How small?Danger liked the Piglet?"
"Not always!He is a boy,and very sweet!"
"Lovely!If he is also good at day dreaming ,just like both of us?"
"Even better!And he like to draw,and he said it was Future!"
"Therefore!He was a prophet in day dreamer's way!"
"Yes!Just like both of us!"
"Then we should visit him!"
"Steve!Do you know that he is illed?Badly illed,and he called off the school for more than one week!"
"Then we should visit him urgently and desperately!"
"But ,what should we gift him and his family?"
"Only best wishes and flowers!"
Lora and Steve hunched and pinched bunches of wild flowers.

They walked by the church yard,and there was a grey small house very nearby ,with bushes and roses outside,the grey house seemed deserted and isolated.
"Here we are ,my brother!"
"How do we call them?"
"They are Winegardener family ,and the boy is Freddy !"
Lora knocked the door and knocked ,there came a voice
"Here we are !"
And the door opened a white fat cat "Meow !"welcomed them with staring round eyes.
After the cat ,a woman show up,she dressed in shabby clothe ,very very pale,she twisted her fingers just like her eyebrows .
"Mrs....Mrs. Winegardener !This is Dickens !I'm Steve Dickens and my sister is Lora!"
"Em.....What ..what's your business?"
"We've heard about your son is sick ,and my sister and I wish to visit him ..."
"This is for your family!"Lora gave her the beautiful flowers.
"We are sorry about....if  eggs or cake was much more efficient!"
"Don't say so !Mr.Steve Dickens  and lovely Lora!Please come in !Freddy is sleeping,please to keep quiet!"

They walked in.The living room has a lamp with dimming light and a large arm chair in the corner ,the big white cat gracefully lay on a cushion peeking the unexpected guests,and the air was full of the smelling of herb medicine.No one noticed the rain was stop,and the wind  also.

"Please sit!"Mrs.Winegarder said
And the old cat jump on the floor then arrogantly left.Steve and Lora sat on the old and muddy sofa.Lora wondered----"Who makes the sofa so muddy and slide?"
They received hot tea from Mrs.Winegardener.Lora was playing the sugar.
All of a sudden,a very tall and obviously sunburned middle age man came from the front door.And his feet were very muddy ,seemed like a farmer.
"Hello!Kids!Are you my baby Freddy's schoolmates?God know how much he admire your adventure ,ah....let me take of my boots and rain coat !"
"Don't worry Mr. Winegarderner ,we are casual !"
Later they drank tea together and share some homemade cookies,Mr. Winegarderner's face was so bright but winkled and when he shake hands with Dickens ,his hands were full of strength and kindness .
"Freddy is sick for one month ,oh!My sweetest child ,how he dream a pair of strong legs but he couldn't!But he has never complained,oh!My poor little Freddy!He hardly can walk and sore for two weeks!"
Lora was worried and said"How did the doctor said?"
"From my Freddy came to the world ,doctors said he cannot survived ,but,he is always an angel !"
"I've prayed for Freddy since I'd known he is illed.Is he your only child?"
"Yes!And he is as fragile as my mother,but not like me and my wife,their forehead are both unusual fully ,and so intelligent but quiet..........."
"Father!Who are you talking to ?"
Look to Freddy's bedroom ,he walked trembly to the door ,dressed in  white gown ,unbelievably looking to them!
"Oh!My baby ,you must put on a jacket !"
"But ,Mrs.Winegarderner,isn't he walking ?"

A Girl with Blond Hair

Why did you smile to me?
That day ,in the crowded people?
And neither me knew ,
Why did I like you so much---A girl with blond hair!

Seems you hide no secret!
And we knew like long lost friend!

When I thought I am alone,
Beyond consciousness ,
I draw a smiling girl!
When I asked myself,
"Who am I drawing?"

Ya!It was --A girl with blond hair!

Moonlight

On the Lost Planet

"My dearest Rabbit!
Why didn't you know ,
I'm here waiting so long for you?
Where were you?
Don't you know there is no other dreamers anymore?!
We live on the lonely planet ,
where no other visitors would come,
but only be with the Mother Nature!"

"My dearest Sister!
I try to be very conserved,
because there is no other passage to your mind.
I only live with you!
But when you lose yourself,
I couldn't see you in the darkness!
So did I cry and cry,
Till you sympathized me again!"

青春之歌

"媽媽!我出門了!"
"中午回來吃嗎!?"
"應該不會,我想跟朋友吃!"
"咖啦........"大門扣上了,媽媽好像還在碎碎唸,雅芝已經出門了!

天氣很好,四月份的陽光是溫柔多情的,看見路旁的大樹,嘩啦嘩啦的跳著光之舞,雅芝心中有著很欣喜的感動!但是有人說她是個不快樂的孩子 ,雖然不確定是不是真的,但她似乎守著一個密祕!

到了學校,校長在校門口迎接孩子们,雅芝今年升國二,也就是說 ,大家都開始補習了,昨天盈子介紹一個名師的家教班,針對數理,加強英文,雅芝很怕數理,她知道自己決對不是聰明過人的孩子 ,對於方程式和原素周期表,真的提不起興致用功,幸好現在媽媽不會再看她寫習題......自從國小畢業以後!她也就得過且過地把那些又厚又重的參考書,束之高閣!
"校長好!"雅芝有禮貌地行禮,和藹可親的老校長,微笑的對她點點頭!
"妳幹麼那麼乖?!"一個聲音從她背後傳來,原來是盈子,
"我應該算普通乖普通壞!那像妳那麼調皮!"
"妳管我!"
"盈子!妳皮在癢了!那!老實說,昨天發的數學講義妳寫完沒!?"
"可能寫完了!寫到打瞌睡,也不知道計算錯的是否離譜!不過,方程式應該沒套錯!"
"那到教室妳的講義拿來瞧一瞧!"
"雅芝!妳最好不要用抄的,妳怎麼了?!才十題也沒寫完?!"
"嗯........這個嗎......!"
"不然我教妳!不會很難的!"
"真的嗎!那放學之後我請妳吃雪糕!"
"這麼客氣!那我就吃定妳了!"

到教室時,大家都在做打掃,不知道為甚麼,這些孩子總覺得櫃子不夠放,桌子椅子都太小!?
淑珠老師在班上巡視,她看到盈子和雅芝急著討論數學,沒心情打掃,很體諒的說
"數學老師應該不會講解的太深奧,雅芝!盈子! 慢慢討論!"
"老師!謝謝妳!我们的掃除工作都作完了!"
"可是老師發現盈子桌上有個可樂罐喔!"
盈子立刻用迅雷不及掩耳的速度把罐子投進資源回收桶!
其他同學看到了,無不驚嘆
"盈子!好神喔!"
於是雅芝也順手擲了一個紙團, 卻無巧不巧地K中了經過的教官,
"是那個野丫頭!"
雅芝和盈子裝成擦玻璃,擦的十分投入!

數學課時,老師帶大家解了那十個方程式後,便開始自習,研讀新發的講義,但是雅芝一點提不起興趣,拿出筆記本,描了一個史奴比,又描了一個查理布朗,
"喂!妳在畫甚麼 !?"
坐在雅芝背後的嘉宜,好奇的不得了!
"噓!妳小聲一點,我在玩漫畫!是昨天才買到,最新一期的繪本!"
"借我瞧瞧!"
"那妳寫的講義拿來交換!"
"成交!"
於是她们倆個都茲茲不倦地用功著,教室裡靜的似乎聽得見,時鐘的滴答聲,中庭的筆筒數上,幾隻嬌小的鳥兒,愉快地唱著歌,不知過了多久,坐在第一排的同學,圍著最漂亮的之凡,交頭接耳起來!盈子早寫完作業,好奇的東張西望!
"之凡好像在哭耶!還有珊珊....她们哭在一起.....!"
"真的嗎!發生甚麼事了?"雅芝和嘉宜,停下手邊的閱讀,關心的問著!
不一會兒,數學老師摟著之凡的肩安慰她,前排的同學轉頭傳紙條過來-----之凡的爸爸去世了!

有很多天,之凡請假,雅芝在心裡為她祈禱,雅芝的爸爸是雅芝心中的大樹,但是她開始相信 ,死亡是每個人的明天,甚或今天!

回到家裡,雅芝不發一語,坐在書桌前發呆,一會兒嘆氣一會兒抽抽咽咽的,幸好她一個人用一個房間,也沒人責備她.她拿出書袋裡的史奴比,瞧了又瞧,只覺得最好是送給之凡,讓她開心點,但是 ,大家都急著關心她,所以她沒有勇氣送書給之凡 ,丟在地上,踩了又踩,當做發洩!

"叩叩叩!"有人敲門
"雅芝!甚麼聲音,妳幹麼了?"
"沒事!姐 !我在整理書櫃!"
"真的嗎?妳好像在發脾氣!沒問題吧?!"
"姐!妳可以進來一下嗎?"
"OKAY!"
雅芝的姐姐叫品芳,比她大兩歲,兩個女孩子都長著明眸皓齒,品芳把及肩的長髮梳成馬尾,穿著藍色的水手服,看來十分伶俐,雅芝的頭髮像個男孩子,但她五官很細,手腳也是,說不上來她跟品芳有甚麼很不一樣的地方,但有人覺得,雅芝的眼神裡,有著悲天憫人的精神!
品芳坐在床上,抱著妹妹的泰迪熊,好奇的問
"發生甚麼事,說來聽聽!"
"姐!人死了會去那裡?"
"嗚!這個問題很有趣!去見天主!"
"天主長的甚麼模樣?萬一祂不認得我,至少我要找到祂!"
"嘻!天主長的像祂的獨生子!"
"有其父必有其子,是嗎!"
"應該算是 ,但是因為祂是全能的神,所以祂不可能不認識妳!從妳在母腹中,祂便識得你!"
"這一句是經上講的!從你在母腹中,祂便識得你!我聽過.....好像是在主日學!"
"尤其是對選民而言!"
"選民是上天國的人,那不上天國的人去那裡?"
"這個嗎!我也不確定!但是有可能會不斷轉世回來人間.......!"
"為甚麼?"
"因為還沒有完成人世的修鍊!"
"姐!聖經裡沒有這一部份,而且聽起來很像佛法!"
"其實是一本有名的神學小說----神曲,讓我有這樣的推論!"
"那甚麼是修鍊?"
"修鍊就是洗滌自己的種種原罪!"
"我知道原罪是人性的弱點,但是,是不是一定要成為超人才符合天國的要求?"
"超人是不斷超越自己的軟弱,不是驕傲自大的領袖!"
"是跟自己比...."
"自限於競爭壓力的人,不是超人!"
"超人很自由....."
"因為超人就是存在,存在就是和自己比賽,借由衷心的懺悔得到蛻變的果實,比如昨日種種譬如昨日死!"
"有人已為超人是不拘禮法,妳覺得呢?"
"嗯.....超人能不受禮法壓迫,但也不會去損毀社會規範!"
"那姐妳是不是暗示超人就是選民?"
"超人是選民的一種,但是上帝最愛羔羊!"
"我知道羔羊是很像小朋友,很善良,聽見天主的話就歡喜領受了!"

廚房裡傳來媽媽的聲音......
"趕快來吃飯!妳们倆個小朋友!"


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Friendship

In a isolated world,
The lily blossomed in still peace.
Beautiful with herself,without reason.
When she thought that  it was a lonely springtime,
The breeze blow away the mist,a gentle bamboo stand behind.
And their language was,
To love is to Exist!

Morning Note 2012.3.6

Good Morning dear friends
I waked up in dawn and my village was in still peace.
I heard cats move on the roof ,but they are very gently .
The streets was empty besides milk sender riding by.
And I was very fresh asking myself ,what should I archive today?

In order to enjoy for long ,I choose to restrict my expand of money.
And what I wish to reach is inner joyfulness .
But not the short term happiness of shopping.
And I will ask for a satisfied heart,keep away from the vanity of famous brands!

I won't intend to do good deeds ,but I'll embrace my neighbors with compassion.
That is to tolerance everything that happen to me with a mind of joy.
Everything ,no matter good or bad ,I'll accept as part of God's wish.

I shouldn't spoil my taste by overusing the media.
And very much I wish to think about what does a media program means to me and the society.
I wish to play art films for long run ,and sometimes to space myself out is a way to reach art.
Art films is not like junk food!

At last,I 'll keep the relationship with Jesus ,accompany  Him in the season of Lent and patiently wait for the resurrection of Easter!

Have A Good Day  ,my brothers and sisters