有很多人以為進步一定要都更,
其實,都更後的房價,許多人買不起,
買不起的人為了租屋,越來越窮,
最後,在街上當遊民!
買到的少數人,成為炒地皮的人!
所以,貧者益貧,富者益富!
筆者常在北臺看景,
舊社區,不見得落後,
反而是有深度!
P.S雖然違章是不能不罰!
2012年12月14日 星期五
買到的命
台灣社會的怪現象中,精神分裂症的作者我,最看不過去的,就是----買命的文化!
只要捐獻給X濟基金會,就能飛黃騰達,如果有財力有緣份的話,X嚴上人傳法輪給你,讓你控制靈電,可以干擾單純的人的磁場,尤其讓他精神分裂,台灣政商名流各各老謀深算,城府甚深,就是在較量誰的法輪比較高,誰的電在誰之上!
佈大要我公開,只要用過靈電克單純的人,就會入地獄!
這很像西洋的傳奇故事,浮士德,出賣靈魂,換取人間短暫的成功!
我知道我的靈電散了,所以永遠失敗!
不過我不在乎,能上天國就好!
p.s是中國大陸逼我们臺灣人入法輪的,本來我们臺灣人修的是忠孝節義!
主耶穌,我们臺灣人敬愛您,求您釋放我们!入法輪對我们臺灣人而言,
是無比沉重痛苦!
只要捐獻給X濟基金會,就能飛黃騰達,如果有財力有緣份的話,X嚴上人傳法輪給你,讓你控制靈電,可以干擾單純的人的磁場,尤其讓他精神分裂,台灣政商名流各各老謀深算,城府甚深,就是在較量誰的法輪比較高,誰的電在誰之上!
佈大要我公開,只要用過靈電克單純的人,就會入地獄!
這很像西洋的傳奇故事,浮士德,出賣靈魂,換取人間短暫的成功!
我知道我的靈電散了,所以永遠失敗!
不過我不在乎,能上天國就好!
p.s是中國大陸逼我们臺灣人入法輪的,本來我们臺灣人修的是忠孝節義!
主耶穌,我们臺灣人敬愛您,求您釋放我们!入法輪對我们臺灣人而言,
是無比沉重痛苦!
2012年12月13日 星期四
Two kids Chapter.4
In the forest park,everywhere was flowers,it was in the early summertime ,many casual people come to take walk,and they were just as joyful as the summer day!
The Austin family sat on the lawn,they shared food and laughter.The birds flied upon,and Neo began to sang,then,Toby and Sophie set her free on the lawn ,they three chased each other with naughty jog!
But Neo was running quicker and quicker,till fly up into the air!
"Neo!Where are you going?You are my best pet!"Sophie was crying.
"Oh!Sweet heart!Let her be ,she will find out a boy friend,just like you and Toby!"
............the end...........
Note:And after Neo left them,Sophie and Toby swear not to eat any duck!
The Austin family sat on the lawn,they shared food and laughter.The birds flied upon,and Neo began to sang,then,Toby and Sophie set her free on the lawn ,they three chased each other with naughty jog!
But Neo was running quicker and quicker,till fly up into the air!
"Neo!Where are you going?You are my best pet!"Sophie was crying.
"Oh!Sweet heart!Let her be ,she will find out a boy friend,just like you and Toby!"
............the end...........
Note:And after Neo left them,Sophie and Toby swear not to eat any duck!
2012年11月27日 星期二
Something About Time Travel
Steven Hawking's time travel theory is unreliable.
Getting older is biological situation,but not physical effect.
Speeding cannot change aging,or astronauts will be younger than the ordinary .
Dr,Hawking's disease might make him suppose he become a child once again.
Maybe he is absolutely exceptional from the ordinary,because he is a miracle!
Getting older is biological situation,but not physical effect.
Speeding cannot change aging,or astronauts will be younger than the ordinary .
Dr,Hawking's disease might make him suppose he become a child once again.
Maybe he is absolutely exceptional from the ordinary,because he is a miracle!
2012年11月14日 星期三
About Orpheus
Roelandt Savery | Orpheus | NG920 | The National Gallery, London
Orpheus was so sincerely for his wife,till gave up his all pleasure in music.
Music wasn't itself divine or sinned ,but from his lyre ,his music was addicted .
Zhuangzi,a Chinese philosopher said,music comes from three origin ,heaven,human,and earth.
I believe in Orpheus' music was heavenly ,so does the great poet Homer ,came after him.
But,if Homer was his son?
Who was Homer's mother?
After Eurydice ,Orpheus refused all love,maybe Homer was his pupil !
Orpheus was so sincerely for his wife,till gave up his all pleasure in music.
Music wasn't itself divine or sinned ,but from his lyre ,his music was addicted .
Zhuangzi,a Chinese philosopher said,music comes from three origin ,heaven,human,and earth.
I believe in Orpheus' music was heavenly ,so does the great poet Homer ,came after him.
But,if Homer was his son?
Who was Homer's mother?
After Eurydice ,Orpheus refused all love,maybe Homer was his pupil !
2012年11月8日 星期四
Two kids Chapter.3
After a few months ,in a beautiful sunny day,Austin family was prepared for a picnic,and they was in a chaos!
"Neo!Please sit there in cage!"
"Sophie!Neo is too large,bring that big basket for laundry !"
They carried the duck to the truck ,and the dogs and cats in the neighborhood spied them with curiosity.
"Meow.....Where are you going?"
"My master said we are going to have a picnic in park!"
"How nervous you are,tell us!"a dog asked.
"Not at all!And I'm ready to sing out loud!"
"What a disaster!Not better than our barking songs!"
The family was all on the truck,Sophie sat on the back seat with Neo,and holding the basket,Neo was kind of nervous,and the truck was sliding with movement ,that's make her dazzling!The truck moved by Toby's house,Toby was outdoor,and full of expectation !
"Thank you to invite me to picnic,dear Mr.Austin!"
"Good boy!Come in Quick!Sit back with Sophie!"
"Okay!And I will be very careful not to move the ice cream machine!"
"Neo!Please sit there in cage!"
"Sophie!Neo is too large,bring that big basket for laundry !"
They carried the duck to the truck ,and the dogs and cats in the neighborhood spied them with curiosity.
"My master said we are going to have a picnic in park!"
"How nervous you are,tell us!"a dog asked.
"Not at all!And I'm ready to sing out loud!"
"What a disaster!Not better than our barking songs!"
The family was all on the truck,Sophie sat on the back seat with Neo,and holding the basket,Neo was kind of nervous,and the truck was sliding with movement ,that's make her dazzling!The truck moved by Toby's house,Toby was outdoor,and full of expectation !
"Thank you to invite me to picnic,dear Mr.Austin!"
"Good boy!Come in Quick!Sit back with Sophie!"
"Okay!And I will be very careful not to move the ice cream machine!"
2012年11月7日 星期三
Change
These days,I'd changed a lot.
Hard to begin,but I have to say---The judgement day has begun ,not suddenly to come ,
but,come with catastrophe .And,the attitude one face catastrophe will be judged by God.
My life catastrophe wasn't huge,so do I suffered psychiatric disease,because God tempt me very deep,
He tempt me every thought and mind.
From high school,I've wished to join famous college,and study with all my might,but suddenly I fall,mainly because of psychiatric disease.However,I keep a good appetite for genius works and holy words ,you know,when you are down,it cheers you up!
I used to refuse every others ,pursuing only Catholic ,but this summer,when I did my best to be a "Good Samaritan",I lost my treasure property ,at began ,I was very annoyed ,and I blamed every suspect ,(I lost my phone and mp3,wallet ),it was painful,but I wish to let it be ,for once ,I'd stole ,I reminded,although I was a kid ,I've sinned,with Catholic way ,I've repented for long,and I thought God wouldn't mind anymore,but,with my charity began,He gave me disaster.I wished to let it be,but I blamed with evil wishes ,then,I wished to worship Taoism and Buddhaism ,also do I let the church be!
I am a Taiwanese ,also a Chinese ,once,for my Catholic faith ,I ignored my tradition,but,He broke me to rebuilt me.I felt harmony with my heritage now,and no more irritation for religion.I still have many treasure life goodies ,although they are not so expensive ,not famous brand.
And, I am still changing with Tao .
Hard to begin,but I have to say---The judgement day has begun ,not suddenly to come ,
but,come with catastrophe .And,the attitude one face catastrophe will be judged by God.
My life catastrophe wasn't huge,so do I suffered psychiatric disease,because God tempt me very deep,
He tempt me every thought and mind.
From high school,I've wished to join famous college,and study with all my might,but suddenly I fall,mainly because of psychiatric disease.However,I keep a good appetite for genius works and holy words ,you know,when you are down,it cheers you up!
I used to refuse every others ,pursuing only Catholic ,but this summer,when I did my best to be a "Good Samaritan",I lost my treasure property ,at began ,I was very annoyed ,and I blamed every suspect ,(I lost my phone and mp3,wallet ),it was painful,but I wish to let it be ,for once ,I'd stole ,I reminded,although I was a kid ,I've sinned,with Catholic way ,I've repented for long,and I thought God wouldn't mind anymore,but,with my charity began,He gave me disaster.I wished to let it be,but I blamed with evil wishes ,then,I wished to worship Taoism and Buddhaism ,also do I let the church be!
I am a Taiwanese ,also a Chinese ,once,for my Catholic faith ,I ignored my tradition,but,He broke me to rebuilt me.I felt harmony with my heritage now,and no more irritation for religion.I still have many treasure life goodies ,although they are not so expensive ,not famous brand.
And, I am still changing with Tao .
2012年11月1日 星期四
Two Kids chapter.2
Toby knocked the door bell,Sophie rushed to the door ,and Mr.Austin said,
"Be a lady ,sweet heart!"
Mrs.Austin opened the door and Toby collected his umbrella,his face was full of big smile.
"Mrs. Austin!Nice to see you!This is my Mother's gift for your family!"
"Thank you!Come in please!"
"Mom,we shall have a tea break and share the cake!"
"Of course!"
When they come in to dining room,Sophie was the first one to open the gift.Suprisely ,the basket had two layer,first layer was a beautiful honey cake ,and there was the other layer!
"A baby duck!"Sophie yelled!
"It was a wild duck,lost in the bushes,my father found it ,but not with it's parents ."
"She is an orphan ,poor little duck!"
Sophie embraced her with her arms .
"But what's her name,Toby?"
"Emm....I would name her Niby!"
"Niby......because Name from Toby!"
"Correct!"
Mr.Austin seemed very pleased,and said
"From now on,I named you Niby Austin!"
"Short name was also Neo!"
"Neo!How I love you!"
"Be a lady ,sweet heart!"
Mrs.Austin opened the door and Toby collected his umbrella,his face was full of big smile.
"Mrs. Austin!Nice to see you!This is my Mother's gift for your family!"
"Thank you!Come in please!"
"Mom,we shall have a tea break and share the cake!"
"Of course!"
When they come in to dining room,Sophie was the first one to open the gift.Suprisely ,the basket had two layer,first layer was a beautiful honey cake ,and there was the other layer!
"A baby duck!"Sophie yelled!
"She is an orphan ,poor little duck!"
Sophie embraced her with her arms .
"Emm....I would name her Niby!"
"Niby......because Name from Toby!"
"Correct!"
Mr.Austin seemed very pleased,and said
"From now on,I named you Niby Austin!"
"Short name was also Neo!"
"Neo!How I love you!"
2012年10月31日 星期三
Two Kids chapter.1
"It rains again!"Sophie watched the window and sighed .
For many days has she expected a beautiful Sunny Day,but it rains again!She cannot play with her best friend Toby on the beach today!They planned to build a sandcastle together,but---Not today!Mom said--Not in raining day.Sophie couldn't understand,why she cannot have an adventure since she has been Ten years old!
Daddy and Mom were both reading the Newspaper,and they wish Sophie to drink over the fresh milk,but Sophie felt dislike ,because she wish Toby to come ,and milk wasn't important!
Suddenly the phone rang,
"Toby!If that's you?"Sophie excited yelled.
"Yes!It's me!Can we play together today?"
Mrs.Austin wasn't so happy and she told Sophie,
"Ask Toby to come to play bricks with you ,because the weather isn't good!"
And Toby said,
"Sure,and my Mom want me to bring you some homemade cakes"
"Mrs.Wilson is so nice!"Mr.Austine seemed like very pleased.
Toby decided to take bus,only for two stations,but better than walk.He also carried a big basket and a long black umbrella.But somehow,the basket was kind of weird!
........to be continued........
For many days has she expected a beautiful Sunny Day,but it rains again!She cannot play with her best friend Toby on the beach today!They planned to build a sandcastle together,but---Not today!Mom said--Not in raining day.Sophie couldn't understand,why she cannot have an adventure since she has been Ten years old!
Daddy and Mom were both reading the Newspaper,and they wish Sophie to drink over the fresh milk,but Sophie felt dislike ,because she wish Toby to come ,and milk wasn't important!
"Toby!If that's you?"Sophie excited yelled.
"Yes!It's me!Can we play together today?"
Mrs.Austin wasn't so happy and she told Sophie,
"Ask Toby to come to play bricks with you ,because the weather isn't good!"
And Toby said,
"Sure,and my Mom want me to bring you some homemade cakes"
"Mrs.Wilson is so nice!"Mr.Austine seemed like very pleased.
2012年10月26日 星期五
Fairy Tale
Sonia was a happy girl,and she was six,with black long hair and deep eyes.Sometimes she would complain about the bad weather,but generally speaking she was a delightful child.
Someday,Sonia walking along on the way to library ,and she thought---I will borrow this and that.And it made her very excited.Then when she was hemming a song she felt a noise from the bushes beside .It sounded like crying but very odd !
"What's there going on?"she asked
"None of your business!"a voice answer
And suprisely she saw a very small caterpillar march on the ground and he was weeping.
"Mr. caterpillar!May I help you!"
"No thanks!Go away now!"
"But,Mr.caterpillar ,hearing your weeping sound truly makes me heartbreak!"
"Really!How could a human girl ever know my heart,which is ,a very small heart?!"
"Because I have compassion!"
"Okay!My compassionate young fellow ,please help me to reach the highest rose!"
"You mean the purple one with gleaming dewdrops ?!"
"Clever!"
Sonia with very much care ,using a very thin leaf ,neatly carrying the caterpillar on the purple rose.
"Now!Here you are ,you could enjoy feast!"
"Very much thank you,human girl,and.....what's your name?"
"I am Sonia,Sonia Brooks!"
"Now I have my very first friend who is Sonia Brooks!"
"It's my pleasure !Mr.caterpillar!"
And there was the bell rang.
"It's my mobile,my mom left me message that she will join a bridge party and pick me home later!"
"I see!Then you will read more in the library!"
"Yes,and I wish to study caterpillar's life today!"
"It's a good phenomenon,but you could also play with me for a while!"
"So,tell me what's our game today?"
Sonia and Mr.Caterpillar both sunk into ponder.
"Give me one of your hair,the longest one!"
"But,what for?"
"You'll see!"
Mr.Caterpillar using the dewdrops and black hair to make a beautiful necklace.
"This is for me?"
"Of course ,because we caterpillar has no beautiful neck,so it is for you,my sweet girl!"
"Thank you !Mr.Caterpillar!"
"And now!Go to the library to wait your Mom and put me in heart!"
........to be continued.......
Someday,Sonia walking along on the way to library ,and she thought---I will borrow this and that.And it made her very excited.Then when she was hemming a song she felt a noise from the bushes beside .It sounded like crying but very odd !
"What's there going on?"she asked
"None of your business!"a voice answer
And suprisely she saw a very small caterpillar march on the ground and he was weeping.
"Mr. caterpillar!May I help you!"
"No thanks!Go away now!"
"But,Mr.caterpillar ,hearing your weeping sound truly makes me heartbreak!"
"Really!How could a human girl ever know my heart,which is ,a very small heart?!"
"Because I have compassion!"
"Okay!My compassionate young fellow ,please help me to reach the highest rose!"
"You mean the purple one with gleaming dewdrops ?!"
"Clever!"
Sonia with very much care ,using a very thin leaf ,neatly carrying the caterpillar on the purple rose.
"Now!Here you are ,you could enjoy feast!"
"Very much thank you,human girl,and.....what's your name?"
"I am Sonia,Sonia Brooks!"
"Now I have my very first friend who is Sonia Brooks!"
"It's my pleasure !Mr.caterpillar!"
And there was the bell rang.
"It's my mobile,my mom left me message that she will join a bridge party and pick me home later!"
"I see!Then you will read more in the library!"
"Yes,and I wish to study caterpillar's life today!"
"It's a good phenomenon,but you could also play with me for a while!"
"So,tell me what's our game today?"
Sonia and Mr.Caterpillar both sunk into ponder.
"Give me one of your hair,the longest one!"
"But,what for?"
"You'll see!"
Mr.Caterpillar using the dewdrops and black hair to make a beautiful necklace.
"This is for me?"
"Of course ,because we caterpillar has no beautiful neck,so it is for you,my sweet girl!"
"Thank you !Mr.Caterpillar!"
"And now!Go to the library to wait your Mom and put me in heart!"
........to be continued.......
2012年10月14日 星期日
Back Implus about Darwin's Evolution
"Survival of the fittest!"
"Life is a competition!"
These are Darwin's ideas.
But,I don't totally agree with.
Especially,for the creature as we Mankind!
Ancient Egypt's Pyramid!For example!
Till now,no one absolutely certain how it was made.
Compare with Africa in 21 century,there are still barberine in the Jungle.
It is truth there was incredible ancient culture,but also modern day barberines !
So,Darwin's theory is not totally fit!
And I also want to maintion a new suppose.
"If the species which had distinct from the earth move into outer space?"
For example!In Peru,the Inca Empire suddenly disappear from the earth after Spanish came,
no scriptures sign why did they extinct!
I suppose they went to outer space and left the earth for the foolish Spanish!
Therefore,if survival was always the winner?
Note:Evolution is the reason the World War began!'Hitler's Racial Priority Theory was inspired from Darwin!
P.S I felt Darwin tell me ,he know he is wrong,including his ideas about----There wasn't a almighty Creator! He told me in my spiritual world,if his ideas were truth,then,survival won't die!There is God,so does every creature die at it's time!
"Life is a competition!"
These are Darwin's ideas.
But,I don't totally agree with.
Especially,for the creature as we Mankind!
Ancient Egypt's Pyramid!For example!
Till now,no one absolutely certain how it was made.
Compare with Africa in 21 century,there are still barberine in the Jungle.
It is truth there was incredible ancient culture,but also modern day barberines !
So,Darwin's theory is not totally fit!
And I also want to maintion a new suppose.
"If the species which had distinct from the earth move into outer space?"
For example!In Peru,the Inca Empire suddenly disappear from the earth after Spanish came,
no scriptures sign why did they extinct!
I suppose they went to outer space and left the earth for the foolish Spanish!
Therefore,if survival was always the winner?
Note:Evolution is the reason the World War began!'Hitler's Racial Priority Theory was inspired from Darwin!
P.S I felt Darwin tell me ,he know he is wrong,including his ideas about----There wasn't a almighty Creator! He told me in my spiritual world,if his ideas were truth,then,survival won't die!There is God,so does every creature die at it's time!
2012年9月9日 星期日
A Stray Man's Diary Chapter.4
Someday,the doctor came to my bed in emergency room ,he observed my legs ,I dressed a fake leg ,and it was not so comfortable ,besides,my whole skin was allergy .
"Seems like you are getting better and better!"
"No problem doctor!I 'm doing well !"
"Emm.....Today you will move into ordinary room ,can you?"
"Can I also see the nurse and my old friend often?"
"No!You cannot disturb ER's regulation !"
My old friend curiously watched me and said
"Young fellow!You will do very great improvement without me,go ahead!"
And soonly ,two male nurse move my bed away from where I used to for two months .
When we passed by the front door ,my "Girl Friend"was there ,she was smiling to me but hardly could I speak anything!
The ordinary room was four share one ,how awful !They are all uncivilized !Totally not!They steal wine,cigarette ,and deserts !And a gentle man like me was totally shamed .When someone represent his bad habits ,a librarian like me ----righteous and honesty -----should digest him,but,they never respect me .
There was a young one ,with bear and stinky smelling ,he tried to close to me .
"Hay!Buddy!Do you want the cigarette!?"Then he cough with a bit of blood .
"Take care of your lungs!"
"They are old but functional!"
"You don't jog me,they are badly illed!"
"Maybe!So what!Life is short!I'll smoke till the end of my life!"
A old nurse knocked our door ,and peeked inside,
"Gentleman !If anyone smoke?!I could smell !"
He throw away his cigarette and dressed a silly smile ,said,
"Nanny I am a good boy!"
She was strict and sharp,skinny and tall.She walked in ,spy everything with her shinning eyes,
"You cheat me !Give me all your cigarette!And now!"
My accompany was very timmy and gave her his cigarette box.
"Nanny!I'm sorry!"
"You are a bad child!And so do you,new patient!"
I smiled but without words,because she reminded me my mother!
After she left ,he opened his CD-player ,and there was a few Marlboro !
"How could you suffer life as jailed?"he asked me.
"At least there are enough food and clothe!Look!My leg!There might be impossible for me to carry heavy
books on shelf,and even make love.......I don't know what should I do in the future!"He seemed like very confused ,lit the cigarette and said.
"Tomorrow will be in God's charge ,but today,we share our brother love!"
The little birds on the branch were very moved ,and they cry
"Then ,what's happen to that cute young fellow?"
"He died,and I had no excuse to live in hospital!And so do I stray away!But ,how far could I stray?"
"Till heaven!"the bird said
And suddenly ,in front of the stray man, there was a huge rainbow from sky till earth.
"Run!Before the rainbow disappear!It is your miracle!"the birds said .
He was kind of hesitate ,but he decided to run ,he run with all his might on the huge rainbow!
In front of the door of heaven ,there was another stray man ,and he looked just like a smoker!
.........the end........
p.s The next day ,policeman fund out a handicapped strayed man in the park ,and he wasn't breathing .
"Seems like you are getting better and better!"
"No problem doctor!I 'm doing well !"
"Emm.....Today you will move into ordinary room ,can you?"
"Can I also see the nurse and my old friend often?"
"No!You cannot disturb ER's regulation !"
My old friend curiously watched me and said
"Young fellow!You will do very great improvement without me,go ahead!"
And soonly ,two male nurse move my bed away from where I used to for two months .
When we passed by the front door ,my "Girl Friend"was there ,she was smiling to me but hardly could I speak anything!
The ordinary room was four share one ,how awful !They are all uncivilized !Totally not!They steal wine,cigarette ,and deserts !And a gentle man like me was totally shamed .When someone represent his bad habits ,a librarian like me ----righteous and honesty -----should digest him,but,they never respect me .
There was a young one ,with bear and stinky smelling ,he tried to close to me .
"Hay!Buddy!Do you want the cigarette!?"Then he cough with a bit of blood .
"Take care of your lungs!"
"They are old but functional!"
"You don't jog me,they are badly illed!"
"Maybe!So what!Life is short!I'll smoke till the end of my life!"
A old nurse knocked our door ,and peeked inside,
"Gentleman !If anyone smoke?!I could smell !"
He throw away his cigarette and dressed a silly smile ,said,
"Nanny I am a good boy!"
She was strict and sharp,skinny and tall.She walked in ,spy everything with her shinning eyes,
"You cheat me !Give me all your cigarette!And now!"
My accompany was very timmy and gave her his cigarette box.
"Nanny!I'm sorry!"
"You are a bad child!And so do you,new patient!"
I smiled but without words,because she reminded me my mother!
After she left ,he opened his CD-player ,and there was a few Marlboro !
"How could you suffer life as jailed?"he asked me.
"At least there are enough food and clothe!Look!My leg!There might be impossible for me to carry heavy
books on shelf,and even make love.......I don't know what should I do in the future!"He seemed like very confused ,lit the cigarette and said.
"Tomorrow will be in God's charge ,but today,we share our brother love!"
The little birds on the branch were very moved ,and they cry
"Then ,what's happen to that cute young fellow?"
"He died,and I had no excuse to live in hospital!And so do I stray away!But ,how far could I stray?"
"Till heaven!"the bird said
And suddenly ,in front of the stray man, there was a huge rainbow from sky till earth.
"Run!Before the rainbow disappear!It is your miracle!"the birds said .
He was kind of hesitate ,but he decided to run ,he run with all his might on the huge rainbow!
In front of the door of heaven ,there was another stray man ,and he looked just like a smoker!
.........the end........
p.s The next day ,policeman fund out a handicapped strayed man in the park ,and he wasn't breathing .
2012年9月8日 星期六
成功的代價
依稀記得年少時對文學的熱愛,一直到現在,我還是很懷念,因為容易受感動,所以沉浸書中,成為一角人物的感受!
最想念的可能是,高中時,為了了解拿破崙戰爭史,所以在黃明鐘老師的鼓勵下,閱讀托爾斯泰的戰爭與和平,我為這個主題寫了報告,我記得,年少天真的我,畫了娜塔夏的樣子,包括衣服和生活方式.但有一個問題,我沒有請教黃老師,也不相信這個問題重要,就是---
托翁在世時即聲譽卓著,可說是歐洲第一小說家,為甚麼他會那麼憂愁,為甚麼他想放棄生命,甚至寫遺書?而且還好幾次?
為甚麼高二的我,只要考的好就高興,被稱讚還會喜咨咨的想個沒完?
如果我有那麼成功的小說,我一定很快樂的!為甚麼托翁想不開?
我雖然年少,但我可以推論出----因為他有一顆深隧的心靈,不會被成功改變!
我少年時的心,深深的敬佩托翁的精神,雖然,我也自知自己只是平凡的孩子!不能妄想跟托翁一樣!
因為很多原因,應該說是蒼海桑田,我了解到,托翁的痛苦,是為了蛻變,戰爭與和平裡的每一個角色,都歷經生命的掙扎和人格的蛻變,蛻變是非常痛苦的感受, 脆弱的我認為自己應該接受精神科治療,包括我的家人!
但我知道,蛻變是最珍貴的成功,及使沒有獎品!
蛻變就是存在!和不朽的生命!在天地間不朽!
最想念的可能是,高中時,為了了解拿破崙戰爭史,所以在黃明鐘老師的鼓勵下,閱讀托爾斯泰的戰爭與和平,我為這個主題寫了報告,我記得,年少天真的我,畫了娜塔夏的樣子,包括衣服和生活方式.但有一個問題,我沒有請教黃老師,也不相信這個問題重要,就是---
托翁在世時即聲譽卓著,可說是歐洲第一小說家,為甚麼他會那麼憂愁,為甚麼他想放棄生命,甚至寫遺書?而且還好幾次?
為甚麼高二的我,只要考的好就高興,被稱讚還會喜咨咨的想個沒完?
如果我有那麼成功的小說,我一定很快樂的!為甚麼托翁想不開?
我雖然年少,但我可以推論出----因為他有一顆深隧的心靈,不會被成功改變!
我少年時的心,深深的敬佩托翁的精神,雖然,我也自知自己只是平凡的孩子!不能妄想跟托翁一樣!
因為很多原因,應該說是蒼海桑田,我了解到,托翁的痛苦,是為了蛻變,戰爭與和平裡的每一個角色,都歷經生命的掙扎和人格的蛻變,蛻變是非常痛苦的感受, 脆弱的我認為自己應該接受精神科治療,包括我的家人!
但我知道,蛻變是最珍貴的成功,及使沒有獎品!
蛻變就是存在!和不朽的生命!在天地間不朽!
2012年9月5日 星期三
我的書法經
大概是小三或小四時,我们開始學書法,
小學時,從無到有,是最大的創意,
我的導師,黃秀美,也教我们畫國畫,
但是大家都不知道在畫甚麼碗糕,
衣服玩的髒希希的!
我爺爺,黃文科居士,是我的書法家教,
因為他在家裡傳書道給子孫,
(令提一筆,茶道也是他傳的)
阿公,在我印象中,從沒有誇過我甚麼,
可是我知道這是他給我的因材施教!
中學時,大家都要寫書法作業,
吳雅芝老師要我们自己找喜歡的字帖,
我記得我第一本自帖是柳公權的金剛經,
我覺得柳公權希望我柔,所以不收徒,
把我轉給趙孟頫,
趙松雪的字跟我很投緣,
清秀飄逸,若仙子態,
後來聽說他是趙宋,卻仕於元,
心裡對他不諒解,
但長大以後,我發覺,
也許這就是上善若水!
高三之後,沒人寫字了!
應該說是,孩子個奔前程,各有科系,
很多人不知不覺,完全放棄小時後的興趣,
一直到我決心放棄法學院的壓力時,
我又提筆,抄寫了.....大學之道在明明德.
那時我爺爺很老了,
我讓他知道我又開使玩書法,
他看了我的字,
沒一個滿意!
因此我對自己也不滿意,
一直到五年前,阿公走了!
阿公走了以後,親戚間感情也淡了,
我開始創造自己的字,
也創造自己的文化!
我會玩書法一輩子,一直到死,
不為爭名逐利,
只因為我是中國人,台灣人,
和炎黃子孫!
小學時,從無到有,是最大的創意,
我的導師,黃秀美,也教我们畫國畫,
但是大家都不知道在畫甚麼碗糕,
衣服玩的髒希希的!
我爺爺,黃文科居士,是我的書法家教,
因為他在家裡傳書道給子孫,
(令提一筆,茶道也是他傳的)
阿公,在我印象中,從沒有誇過我甚麼,
可是我知道這是他給我的因材施教!
中學時,大家都要寫書法作業,
吳雅芝老師要我们自己找喜歡的字帖,
我記得我第一本自帖是柳公權的金剛經,
我覺得柳公權希望我柔,所以不收徒,
把我轉給趙孟頫,
趙松雪的字跟我很投緣,
清秀飄逸,若仙子態,
後來聽說他是趙宋,卻仕於元,
心裡對他不諒解,
但長大以後,我發覺,
也許這就是上善若水!
高三之後,沒人寫字了!
應該說是,孩子個奔前程,各有科系,
很多人不知不覺,完全放棄小時後的興趣,
一直到我決心放棄法學院的壓力時,
我又提筆,抄寫了.....大學之道在明明德.
那時我爺爺很老了,
我讓他知道我又開使玩書法,
他看了我的字,
沒一個滿意!
因此我對自己也不滿意,
一直到五年前,阿公走了!
阿公走了以後,親戚間感情也淡了,
我開始創造自己的字,
也創造自己的文化!
我會玩書法一輩子,一直到死,
不為爭名逐利,
只因為我是中國人,台灣人,
和炎黃子孫!
2012年8月30日 星期四
有福的事
發生在我生命中,最有福的事之一,
就是我是所有宗教的朋友,不論到那個道場,
都會被善良的人接待.
我尤其想念的感情,就是剛開使去教堂,
覺得許多事不懂,西班牙的老神父,鲍銳敏,
在門口接引我,他那時已90高齡,
不凡的器宇,讓我覺得他就是杜斯妥也夫斯基筆下的人物,
杜氏是我自少年及開始追隨的文豪,
那時我年少不識人生苦,
但他深隧的靈魂,讓我深深敬佩,
來自歐洲的耶穌會老神父,
讓我回憶起那些哲學小說,
他们和我的友誼自此開始,
後來我又認識了歌德的孩子,溫知新神父
因為苦修得帕金森氏症的戴世傑神父
儒家的傳人榮國磬神父
和開示我天國裡不是只有基督徒的洪國樑神父
洪國樑神父說出天國是沒有宗教的藩籬的樂園,
只要良善心謙!
雖然我覺得死人復活很怪,
但是我覺得童年可能是最接近天國的感覺,
雖然現在我是最複雜的中年人,
還是期待有一天能像老子說的一樣
返樸歸真,回復孩童!
就是我是所有宗教的朋友,不論到那個道場,
都會被善良的人接待.
我尤其想念的感情,就是剛開使去教堂,
覺得許多事不懂,西班牙的老神父,鲍銳敏,
在門口接引我,他那時已90高齡,
不凡的器宇,讓我覺得他就是杜斯妥也夫斯基筆下的人物,
杜氏是我自少年及開始追隨的文豪,
那時我年少不識人生苦,
但他深隧的靈魂,讓我深深敬佩,
來自歐洲的耶穌會老神父,
讓我回憶起那些哲學小說,
他们和我的友誼自此開始,
後來我又認識了歌德的孩子,溫知新神父
因為苦修得帕金森氏症的戴世傑神父
儒家的傳人榮國磬神父
和開示我天國裡不是只有基督徒的洪國樑神父
洪國樑神父說出天國是沒有宗教的藩籬的樂園,
只要良善心謙!
雖然我覺得死人復活很怪,
但是我覺得童年可能是最接近天國的感覺,
雖然現在我是最複雜的中年人,
還是期待有一天能像老子說的一樣
返樸歸真,回復孩童!
2012年8月25日 星期六
造物主是至善神
最近我學習道教和佛教的精神,並且無法容忍天主教的污垢,
但我沒有侍奉兩個主,天主就是造物主,就是老天爺,就是耶合華,
就是阿拉!
天界裡有諸神,來自不同種族和文化!
只有人類不能寬容,沒有甚麼是異端,
化解異端就是智慧!
多少被定為異端的是人類的先驅!
中華民國就是中華民族的國家!
如果有人覺得自己不屬於中華民族,
他就不是中華民國人!
共產黨滲透我们中華民國的各個階層,
其中筆者親眼所見即法律界!
陳前總統自卑其名,因而提拔用姓名學奪權之共產份子,
中華民國政府不能用共產官員,
否則就不是自由中國!
就沒有存在的價值和意義!
共產黨僅能組織黨派,
並與民間交流!
赤化中華民國法律界的法學名著,
代表作,即為王大法官開宗明義的
法律與鬥爭!
鬥爭就是恨,法律是社會的規律!
共產黨的一切,都是鬥爭來的,
台灣追求的是法治,不是強權!
要把自己的手足比倒,就是鬥爭,
我们台灣是富而好禮的社會!
但我沒有侍奉兩個主,天主就是造物主,就是老天爺,就是耶合華,
就是阿拉!
天界裡有諸神,來自不同種族和文化!
只有人類不能寬容,沒有甚麼是異端,
化解異端就是智慧!
多少被定為異端的是人類的先驅!
中華民國就是中華民族的國家!
如果有人覺得自己不屬於中華民族,
他就不是中華民國人!
共產黨滲透我们中華民國的各個階層,
其中筆者親眼所見即法律界!
陳前總統自卑其名,因而提拔用姓名學奪權之共產份子,
中華民國政府不能用共產官員,
否則就不是自由中國!
就沒有存在的價值和意義!
共產黨僅能組織黨派,
並與民間交流!
赤化中華民國法律界的法學名著,
代表作,即為王大法官開宗明義的
法律與鬥爭!
鬥爭就是恨,法律是社會的規律!
共產黨的一切,都是鬥爭來的,
台灣追求的是法治,不是強權!
要把自己的手足比倒,就是鬥爭,
我们台灣是富而好禮的社會!
2012年8月23日 星期四
2012年8月22日 星期三
In the Bamboo Valley(竹里館,王維)
Sit alone,in the tranquil bamboo forest.
Play the music ,accompany with shout.
The forest was so deep ,
that no one would hear.
Only the brightness of Moonlight,
shines upon.
Play the music ,accompany with shout.
The forest was so deep ,
that no one would hear.
Only the brightness of Moonlight,
shines upon.
2012年8月21日 星期二
Titled on the Zen's Temple(提玄武禪師屋壁,杜甫)
When did the great artist,
full the walls of sanctuary with paintings?
The red sunshine inspired ,
the spirits of rocks and trees.
The blue sky swallowed
the river into ocean.
Surround the mountains,
the master moved like flying crane .
On the river,
the canoe crossed without disturbing
the gull's nest.
Seemed like knowingly ,
for every passage.
Be with the old master,
travel in the nature sanctuary.
full the walls of sanctuary with paintings?
The red sunshine inspired ,
the spirits of rocks and trees.
The blue sky swallowed
the river into ocean.
Surround the mountains,
the master moved like flying crane .
On the river,
the canoe crossed without disturbing
the gull's nest.
Seemed like knowingly ,
for every passage.
Be with the old master,
travel in the nature sanctuary.
2012年8月20日 星期一
Berth at Maple Bridge at Night(楓橋夜泊,張繼)
The Moon was setting,
the crow was crying,
the sky was frosty.
On the dimming boat,
against the Maple river,
I sorrily slept.
Out of the city,
there was a temple,
The bell clang at midnight,
till the traveler's boat.
the crow was crying,
the sky was frosty.
On the dimming boat,
against the Maple river,
I sorrily slept.
Out of the city,
there was a temple,
The bell clang at midnight,
till the traveler's boat.
2012年8月16日 星期四
A Stray Man's Diary Chapter.3
Wakened up,I was in the hospital.And no one was there ,not a normal human who cares about me.I had been crowded by deadly whiteness .
These white people who walked by were all bloodless ,they are not human!They are cold like ghosts !Where should I hide ?They watched me by cameras ,everywhere!The cameras were everywhere!
Beside me was another old man,he slept all the day ,I guessed he is dying ,till someday he snored so loudly then disgorged a lot of phlegm ,and he waked up ,stared at me saying"Young man !This is not your place!What's there going on?You are not sick!"And I lifted my sheet and said"Look!This is my feet !Are you satisfied?"And my left foot was cut,but I didn't hate my right foot ,because they were not equal!
Since that day,we became best friends ,the old man has very bad lung ,but he simply like me.There was a window beside my bed ,I like to opened it ,but after that my old friend will cough like nearly killed."Close it !My dearest!"the nurse said.The noise of busy capital city disappeared .And I was bored !"My leg is itched !Could you give me some ice ?I cannot suffer!"The nurse said"Well,but don't tell the doctor!"That kind nurse was my only romance,since that day!
I read some garbage on bed all the day.They are newspapers and magazines ,and there was also a small radio for me ,I played some old love songs and show to my nurse ,she couldn't stop giggling !I am a charming man!
Again ,I felt powerful,in the hospital!They didn't charge me a penny, but I was heavenly satisfied!Especially the food !The food was just perfect for me .....hum...hum...before I stray along!
"But why did you stray along?Sir?"The other bird talked ,and the first bird said"Don't ask !Just listen!For we are birds!"
Oh!Of course !No one desert me,but I desert them,like desert a jerk ....yes they are jerk!
These white people who walked by were all bloodless ,they are not human!They are cold like ghosts !Where should I hide ?They watched me by cameras ,everywhere!The cameras were everywhere!
Beside me was another old man,he slept all the day ,I guessed he is dying ,till someday he snored so loudly then disgorged a lot of phlegm ,and he waked up ,stared at me saying"Young man !This is not your place!What's there going on?You are not sick!"And I lifted my sheet and said"Look!This is my feet !Are you satisfied?"And my left foot was cut,but I didn't hate my right foot ,because they were not equal!
Since that day,we became best friends ,the old man has very bad lung ,but he simply like me.There was a window beside my bed ,I like to opened it ,but after that my old friend will cough like nearly killed."Close it !My dearest!"the nurse said.The noise of busy capital city disappeared .And I was bored !"My leg is itched !Could you give me some ice ?I cannot suffer!"The nurse said"Well,but don't tell the doctor!"That kind nurse was my only romance,since that day!
I read some garbage on bed all the day.They are newspapers and magazines ,and there was also a small radio for me ,I played some old love songs and show to my nurse ,she couldn't stop giggling !I am a charming man!
Again ,I felt powerful,in the hospital!They didn't charge me a penny, but I was heavenly satisfied!Especially the food !The food was just perfect for me .....hum...hum...before I stray along!
"But why did you stray along?Sir?"The other bird talked ,and the first bird said"Don't ask !Just listen!For we are birds!"
Oh!Of course !No one desert me,but I desert them,like desert a jerk ....yes they are jerk!
2012年8月15日 星期三
Say Goodbye to Old Friend(送友人,李白)
The green mountain situated in front the North Wall.
The white river surrounded the East City.
Here we saying Goodbye.
Like the flying Horseweed,
straying along thousand miles.
The floating cloud ,felt like the traveler's mind.
The setting sun,seemed like our old friendship.
Waving goodbye and left each other.
Crying there were our departed old horses.
The white river surrounded the East City.
Here we saying Goodbye.
Like the flying Horseweed,
straying along thousand miles.
The floating cloud ,felt like the traveler's mind.
The setting sun,seemed like our old friendship.
Waving goodbye and left each other.
Crying there were our departed old horses.
Be Guest in the Early Summer(客中初夏,司馬光)
In April it was clear and warm,
After the shower,the sun appeared.
In front of the door,
the South Mountain turned,
from shadowed into bright.
There was no more willow's flower ,dancing in wind.
But only the sunflower,inclining with sunshine.
After the shower,the sun appeared.
In front of the door,
the South Mountain turned,
from shadowed into bright.
There was no more willow's flower ,dancing in wind.
But only the sunflower,inclining with sunshine.
2012年8月14日 星期二
Mayor Du Assumed Sichuan (杜少府之任蜀州,王勃)
At the Capital embraced three states.
Far away,seeing the smoky and windy five harbors .
Here we said Goodbye,
As colleagues as ministers .
Our friendship will be always surround sees.
Even the edge of world is just like neighborhood .
Don't say sorrow when we break off.
Or our children will cry together.
Far away,seeing the smoky and windy five harbors .
Here we said Goodbye,
As colleagues as ministers .
Our friendship will be always surround sees.
Even the edge of world is just like neighborhood .
Don't say sorrow when we break off.
Or our children will cry together.
Red Flowers
The flowers were everywhere,
But so silly as I,
Insisting to plant !
I buried the nameless seeds in May .
When I wasn't sure who I am .
I watch her ,day after day ,
Hope till despaired!
Chilly till hot!
People ignored my innocent,
They said,
It will all be in vain!
But,gradually do I know,
I am a Chinese !
Some day,
the red flowers blossomed !
But so silly as I,
Insisting to plant !
I buried the nameless seeds in May .
When I wasn't sure who I am .
I watch her ,day after day ,
Hope till despaired!
Chilly till hot!
People ignored my innocent,
They said,
It will all be in vain!
But,gradually do I know,
I am a Chinese !
Some day,
the red flowers blossomed !
2012年8月13日 星期一
The Milky Rain in Early Springtime (初春小雨,韓愈)
The milky rain moisturized the Capital's streets.
The green grass seemed like there,but wasn't there.
Spring was the most beautiful season in the year.
Absolutely better than the smoky willows ,
full of the Palace's State .
The green grass seemed like there,but wasn't there.
Spring was the most beautiful season in the year.
Absolutely better than the smoky willows ,
full of the Palace's State .
Climbing on the Chambers in Shan-Dong (登兗州城樓,杜甫)
In the East County,I visited the old city.
On the South chambers,I widely view everything.
The dancing cloud united the ocean and mountain.
The wide field combined North and South.
On the isolated mountain ,Chin's steles were there.
In the deserted cities,the old temple standing.
For always,I miss the ancient China.
But, hesitated was I bird-view the old city on the Chamber.
Note of Traveling Night (旅夜書懷,杜甫)
The wind gently swept the shore with weeds.
The mast lonely stood on the boat at night.
The stars spread out upon landscape.
The Moon stir up the big river flowing away.
My poor fame may not come from my remarkable writings.
But,I retired,because of I was old and sick.
And now,I stray alone,
Like a seagull between heaven and earth.
The mast lonely stood on the boat at night.
The stars spread out upon landscape.
The Moon stir up the big river flowing away.
My poor fame may not come from my remarkable writings.
But,I retired,because of I was old and sick.
And now,I stray alone,
Like a seagull between heaven and earth.
2012年8月12日 星期日
Song of Autumn Wind (秋風引,劉禹錫)
Where does the Autumn wind come from?
Blowing with sorrow,saying goodbye to swallows.
Morning ,was the wind full of the garden with trees.
The lonely traveler was the first one to hear.
Blowing with sorrow,saying goodbye to swallows.
Morning ,was the wind full of the garden with trees.
The lonely traveler was the first one to hear.
2012年8月9日 星期四
A Stray Man's Diary Chapter.2
If I knew the tragedy was meant to be in my life,I wouldn't bet my fate!
I was a happy young man ,with intelligence and high self esteem ,besides,women worship me!And it was a awful day because of typhoon ,I finished my daily duty in the library,I was a librarian at school !My colleague all left the library ,and I was there alone ,I watched the weather outside ,hard to walk ,and I made decision to browser my internet till the storm gone.
It was late afternoon ,the government cancel the half working day for the coming typhoon.Maybe about 5:30,the sky was darken and the wind blew in rage .I insisted to dealt with all the messages on internet ,but suddenly ,it was power failure !The wind kick the window ,the trees outside was bended ,and the glass was broken ,I have no where to hide ,all I knew is to run away.I carried my notebook and dressed in raincoat ,harshly walking out.
At first ,I insisted to run,but the wind was to strong ,I tried to call the Taxi but it was all full ,then I choose to take the bus.At the bus station ,everyone panic like goose .I hold my notebook tight ,after six minutes,the bus came,I try not to be rude for ladies ,so do I hard to get in ,at last ,I climb up one step ,suddenly ,the door was shut ,my left leg was stuck !I remember all the passengers screaming ,and I was painful till fainted .
.......end of ch.2..........
I was a happy young man ,with intelligence and high self esteem ,besides,women worship me!And it was a awful day because of typhoon ,I finished my daily duty in the library,I was a librarian at school !My colleague all left the library ,and I was there alone ,I watched the weather outside ,hard to walk ,and I made decision to browser my internet till the storm gone.
It was late afternoon ,the government cancel the half working day for the coming typhoon.Maybe about 5:30,the sky was darken and the wind blew in rage .I insisted to dealt with all the messages on internet ,but suddenly ,it was power failure !The wind kick the window ,the trees outside was bended ,and the glass was broken ,I have no where to hide ,all I knew is to run away.I carried my notebook and dressed in raincoat ,harshly walking out.
At first ,I insisted to run,but the wind was to strong ,I tried to call the Taxi but it was all full ,then I choose to take the bus.At the bus station ,everyone panic like goose .I hold my notebook tight ,after six minutes,the bus came,I try not to be rude for ladies ,so do I hard to get in ,at last ,I climb up one step ,suddenly ,the door was shut ,my left leg was stuck !I remember all the passengers screaming ,and I was painful till fainted .
.......end of ch.2..........
2012年7月25日 星期三
我看保安宮
幾個月前,坐公車去士林區的園藝社,回程經過大龍峒的保安宮與孔廟,便放在心中,這個久仰大名的寺廟.
保安宮是世界文化遺產,可是在國內稱不上香火鼎盛,聽說有人專程來求子,但我只想見得孔子神位.
保安宮很有祭祀之道,畫了圖文,教導香客,點燭,上香,燒金紙的步驟,我依樣畫葫蘆.
早上來上香,感覺很清靜,寺院裡偶有交談聲,但清風徐來,吹得滿室香煙,令人不由得肅慕,寧靜.
雖然我是受洗基督徒.但天主是愛,我愛鄰人更要愛民族.以往,曾為信仰而極端,以為傳統信仰只是迷信,偏執地不願持香,如今,因為保安宮的熏陶,我想起了童年時,心裡對祭祀的喜悅和尊敬.覺得自己不必再為信仰戰鬥,因為回歸中華民族的根.
吾深覺每個人類都要愛自己的民族和文化,但每個民族和宗教也彼此相愛,直到沒有偏見和藩籬的大同世界.
(不知道為甚麼,我很喜歡保安宮的平安符,以前看過一些無法接受的符,覺得那是邪門.我受洗過,符籙派之學不應深究!但我把保生大帝的符戴在身上,感覺很踏實!)
沉睡者,逐漸甦醒!
中華民族的巨靈,已經復活!
保安宮是世界文化遺產,可是在國內稱不上香火鼎盛,聽說有人專程來求子,但我只想見得孔子神位.
保安宮很有祭祀之道,畫了圖文,教導香客,點燭,上香,燒金紙的步驟,我依樣畫葫蘆.
早上來上香,感覺很清靜,寺院裡偶有交談聲,但清風徐來,吹得滿室香煙,令人不由得肅慕,寧靜.
雖然我是受洗基督徒.但天主是愛,我愛鄰人更要愛民族.以往,曾為信仰而極端,以為傳統信仰只是迷信,偏執地不願持香,如今,因為保安宮的熏陶,我想起了童年時,心裡對祭祀的喜悅和尊敬.覺得自己不必再為信仰戰鬥,因為回歸中華民族的根.
吾深覺每個人類都要愛自己的民族和文化,但每個民族和宗教也彼此相愛,直到沒有偏見和藩籬的大同世界.
(不知道為甚麼,我很喜歡保安宮的平安符,以前看過一些無法接受的符,覺得那是邪門.我受洗過,符籙派之學不應深究!但我把保生大帝的符戴在身上,感覺很踏實!)
沉睡者,逐漸甦醒!
中華民族的巨靈,已經復活!
Note 2012.7.25
如果我整理思緒,想看出生命的脈絡.還要多久,才能成為清稀的心靈?
清稀的心靈,才能看見真理,而不會被流俗掩沒.
不管多久,都值得等待,等待更美的文明,藉我傳達,而我沒有傲慢.
只有更深的謙虛,因為有很大的奇妙,是我親身經歷的!
我卻不願驕傲給人類看,因為造物主是沒有驕傲的神,
那麼,我又何必!
清稀的心靈,才能看見真理,而不會被流俗掩沒.
不管多久,都值得等待,等待更美的文明,藉我傳達,而我沒有傲慢.
只有更深的謙虛,因為有很大的奇妙,是我親身經歷的!
我卻不願驕傲給人類看,因為造物主是沒有驕傲的神,
那麼,我又何必!
2012年7月21日 星期六
A Stray Man's Diary chapter.1
If you absently walked by ,you wouldn't notice him ,he is a stray man ,for many days ,he was homeless.
He looked like in thirty or forty ,but not yet fifty,dressed in grey and dirty shirt ,brown pants with many spots ,but what unusual was,he put on a pair of glasses ,and the glasses were very stylish!For a strayed man it was too expensive !
But who knows!This morning the policeman walked by him and asked him to go home immediately,and he was sleeping on the long bench totally drunk and yelled "Go away!You fools!".The policeman notice that how skinny he was and said "As you wish!If you want food ,come with us,we would share with you!"
"No problem!But let me dream through this dream !It was a good dream......"Then he turned ,and sleep again!The policeman murmured"No problem is our big problem!"
He didn't know what time it is ,nor the date.Some people noticed that a stray man sleep on the long bench ,they think "Why does a young man lose his mind!"And the girls would said"How poor!"But they all walked by ,no one stayed.
When he sobered up from drunkenness ,the sun was in the middle,and he felt dazzling .Then he noticed how was he thirsty,but,he'd spent away all the dollars ---Wine is a dangerous friendship !--as we 've always known!
It was in midsummer,he knew if he wanted to recharge his appetite ,he must to see the policeman,but he murmured"Dam !You dam policeman !I'll live in better life without you!"
No one knew why was he so stubborn and ego ,but if you wish to know,there was a book "Walden"in his sack.He made decision to leave the bench ,he stood up,how amazing was ,his right leg was a bit of shorter and he walked with difficult balance .If you dared to ask him why?No you wouldn't !Because he had done his best to hide ,how could you break his dignity ?!
Let us waited him come back,he had been to the public bathroom for a while !
Seemed like he drink and wash ,his face was brightened and cleared ,what a handsome man!But,so tired and sorrow.He took off his glasses ,clean it with tissue ,his long long eyelash make him look so naive ,but,after ten seconds ,he put them back.
Suddenly ,he heard a bird sang above him,and he said"Hello!Little bird!"
The bird agreeably peek him ."How could I deserve your friendship but I'm handicap?I have nothing ,do you know!?""Poor man,why don't you just to sing?""Since she left me haven't I sang.""Your girlfriend?""Maybe not so close but a friend.""Then tell me your story!""Okay!"
He looked like in thirty or forty ,but not yet fifty,dressed in grey and dirty shirt ,brown pants with many spots ,but what unusual was,he put on a pair of glasses ,and the glasses were very stylish!For a strayed man it was too expensive !
But who knows!This morning the policeman walked by him and asked him to go home immediately,and he was sleeping on the long bench totally drunk and yelled "Go away!You fools!".The policeman notice that how skinny he was and said "As you wish!If you want food ,come with us,we would share with you!"
"No problem!But let me dream through this dream !It was a good dream......"Then he turned ,and sleep again!The policeman murmured"No problem is our big problem!"
He didn't know what time it is ,nor the date.Some people noticed that a stray man sleep on the long bench ,they think "Why does a young man lose his mind!"And the girls would said"How poor!"But they all walked by ,no one stayed.
When he sobered up from drunkenness ,the sun was in the middle,and he felt dazzling .Then he noticed how was he thirsty,but,he'd spent away all the dollars ---Wine is a dangerous friendship !--as we 've always known!
It was in midsummer,he knew if he wanted to recharge his appetite ,he must to see the policeman,but he murmured"Dam !You dam policeman !I'll live in better life without you!"
No one knew why was he so stubborn and ego ,but if you wish to know,there was a book "Walden"in his sack.He made decision to leave the bench ,he stood up,how amazing was ,his right leg was a bit of shorter and he walked with difficult balance .If you dared to ask him why?No you wouldn't !Because he had done his best to hide ,how could you break his dignity ?!
Let us waited him come back,he had been to the public bathroom for a while !
Seemed like he drink and wash ,his face was brightened and cleared ,what a handsome man!But,so tired and sorrow.He took off his glasses ,clean it with tissue ,his long long eyelash make him look so naive ,but,after ten seconds ,he put them back.
Suddenly ,he heard a bird sang above him,and he said"Hello!Little bird!"
The bird agreeably peek him ."How could I deserve your friendship but I'm handicap?I have nothing ,do you know!?""Poor man,why don't you just to sing?""Since she left me haven't I sang.""Your girlfriend?""Maybe not so close but a friend.""Then tell me your story!""Okay!"
2012年7月17日 星期二
禪是甚麼v.s正氣何來
禪是心靈與自然的對話,打坐是違逆自然的法門!
許多人因為打坐而得名利,
因為打坐讓人離開本心,
離開本心就是幻象,
短暫的名利因此而生!
六祖慧能只是拾神秀牙慧,鬥境是慧能所爭!
五祖沒說甚麼,是史傳!
天地正氣不可能利用甚麼神功修得!
得天地正氣,即是不朽,即使英年早逝,如岳飛與耶穌,也是死得其所!
許多人因為打坐而得名利,
因為打坐讓人離開本心,
離開本心就是幻象,
短暫的名利因此而生!
六祖慧能只是拾神秀牙慧,鬥境是慧能所爭!
五祖沒說甚麼,是史傳!
天地正氣不可能利用甚麼神功修得!
得天地正氣,即是不朽,即使英年早逝,如岳飛與耶穌,也是死得其所!
2012年7月12日 星期四
五色鳥之死
那天我愉快地走在春陽下,似乎生命中的一切,都是善的, 一切迷失和過犯,都不值回顧!那時我的年紀不是我的束附,有著不管怎樣都要開開心心活下去的理想!而我的城市包容我的不切實際,即使不必為糊口而工作, 也要讓藝術細胞充份呼吸!
就是在藝術書店看飽了美景名畫,洋洋自得時,來到森林公園走走,心裡對審美充滿期待,對草原和樹林,微風和花兒.心裡再沒別的盤算時,一隻五彩的小鳥迎向我飛來,棲在一個離地不高的樹洞外,我納悶地瞧著,靠著另一棵樹,心裡只想不驚動這個嬌客!
可我根本不算是牠的朋友!我對不起牠!
讓我靜下來, 寫出那件事!
就在我靠在另一旁賞鳥,而那之五色鳥也逗趣地偏頭看我時,有一個人迎面走來,追我的視線,發現那隻小鳥,他立刻興致勃勃的拿出手機追著要拍!鳥洞很小,鳥發現他想拍,躲近洞裡,我只覺得像快要目賭少女被揉躪,我想要讓那個不速之客自然地放棄搔擾牠,所以我走了,心裡面充滿痛苦和不安!那隻小鳥沒有退路了!小小的巢要被他的魔爪毀了!
我曾想當面告訴他,請你放過牠!可是我怕!他對我的敵意是那麼的明顯而強烈,天主!那個小精靈會被他捏在手裡玩,甚至做成標本!那個男人 !就是T 大校長,他要殺死脆弱的孩子,那隻小鳥是替我死的!
我知道牠已經死了!而我是沒有道德勇氣的人渣!小鳥!原諒我!
後來 ,那幾棵樹被圈起來,一大群人品頭論足地等鳥!各式儀器描準樹洞!
可我知道!鳥兒再也不會出現了!
就是在藝術書店看飽了美景名畫,洋洋自得時,來到森林公園走走,心裡對審美充滿期待,對草原和樹林,微風和花兒.心裡再沒別的盤算時,一隻五彩的小鳥迎向我飛來,棲在一個離地不高的樹洞外,我納悶地瞧著,靠著另一棵樹,心裡只想不驚動這個嬌客!
可我根本不算是牠的朋友!我對不起牠!
讓我靜下來, 寫出那件事!
就在我靠在另一旁賞鳥,而那之五色鳥也逗趣地偏頭看我時,有一個人迎面走來,追我的視線,發現那隻小鳥,他立刻興致勃勃的拿出手機追著要拍!鳥洞很小,鳥發現他想拍,躲近洞裡,我只覺得像快要目賭少女被揉躪,我想要讓那個不速之客自然地放棄搔擾牠,所以我走了,心裡面充滿痛苦和不安!那隻小鳥沒有退路了!小小的巢要被他的魔爪毀了!
我曾想當面告訴他,請你放過牠!可是我怕!他對我的敵意是那麼的明顯而強烈,天主!那個小精靈會被他捏在手裡玩,甚至做成標本!那個男人 !就是T 大校長,他要殺死脆弱的孩子,那隻小鳥是替我死的!
我知道牠已經死了!而我是沒有道德勇氣的人渣!小鳥!原諒我!
後來 ,那幾棵樹被圈起來,一大群人品頭論足地等鳥!各式儀器描準樹洞!
可我知道!鳥兒再也不會出現了!
2012年7月10日 星期二
2012年7月3日 星期二
Freedom
From I knew that I exit ,I dream to fly.
From I felt that I am growing,I wished to be a bird.
For what reason did I fantasy?
Only because of I desire freedom!
Freedom!Freedom!
For what kind of authority could you lead me?
You lead my soul ,mind ,and emotion!
But endless do I struggle --how to reach freedom?
In childhood,I was a passionate girl.
Wild and nature!
Since I reach adult ,I began to know the truth.
Desire the truth that could set me free.
But not always the truth that could make me win.
Freedom!Freedom!
Why did my people been covered by heretic and lose you?
In the view of freedom ,we could directly see heaven!
Why do my people have no courage to know God.
Why do they been mislead ,by so many tricks!
Zeus told me!
Those human beings,
When the sky open and the stars twinkle ,
They frightened like a group of worms,
They have no courage to give the fate to God!
They count Taro and poker ,
Heretic is human way,for safety!
For they don't believe in God,nor heaven!
I cried out ,
I will be so lonely for pursuing freedom!
And God answer,
But you could call every angel to be your friend!
And my soul grow and grow,
When I play with angels and nature!
At last,I expressed my soul for blessing the earth.
And dead !Like the happy prince!
From I felt that I am growing,I wished to be a bird.
For what reason did I fantasy?
Only because of I desire freedom!
Freedom!Freedom!
For what kind of authority could you lead me?
You lead my soul ,mind ,and emotion!
But endless do I struggle --how to reach freedom?
In childhood,I was a passionate girl.
Wild and nature!
Since I reach adult ,I began to know the truth.
Desire the truth that could set me free.
But not always the truth that could make me win.
Freedom!Freedom!
Why did my people been covered by heretic and lose you?
In the view of freedom ,we could directly see heaven!
Why do my people have no courage to know God.
Why do they been mislead ,by so many tricks!
Zeus told me!
Those human beings,
When the sky open and the stars twinkle ,
They frightened like a group of worms,
They have no courage to give the fate to God!
They count Taro and poker ,
Heretic is human way,for safety!
For they don't believe in God,nor heaven!
I cried out ,
I will be so lonely for pursuing freedom!
And God answer,
But you could call every angel to be your friend!
And my soul grow and grow,
When I play with angels and nature!
At last,I expressed my soul for blessing the earth.
And dead !Like the happy prince!
2012年6月25日 星期一
Schizophrenia Patient Talk
I admire Jews very much.
And I've always curious about ,why did Hitler massacre them?
I've very limited resource ,but I can talk to spiritual world.
Hitler told me the truth.
When he was a young scholar in Heidburg,he wrote beautiful poems about his admiration for Jews.
Because he is too pure ,Beelzebul occupy him.
He has never used "I hate Jew"!
And he even wish Jewish culture to exist,especially musicians.
Hitler's racialism was because Beelzebul wish we human Beings enemy each other!
Schiller also told me ,he commit suicide ,because Beelzebul wanted to fit him!
And with the same reason ,I became a Schizophrenia Patient.
It is my spiritual fight!Fight for heaven!
P.S
Goethe told me ,German is very easy to been fit by Beelzebul.Because German is empty will and desire!
It is also part of Buddhaism theory ,empty will means genius ,for example ----Faust!
And I've always curious about ,why did Hitler massacre them?
I've very limited resource ,but I can talk to spiritual world.
Hitler told me the truth.
When he was a young scholar in Heidburg,he wrote beautiful poems about his admiration for Jews.
Because he is too pure ,Beelzebul occupy him.
He has never used "I hate Jew"!
And he even wish Jewish culture to exist,especially musicians.
Hitler's racialism was because Beelzebul wish we human Beings enemy each other!
Schiller also told me ,he commit suicide ,because Beelzebul wanted to fit him!
And with the same reason ,I became a Schizophrenia Patient.
It is my spiritual fight!Fight for heaven!
P.S
Goethe told me ,German is very easy to been fit by Beelzebul.Because German is empty will and desire!
It is also part of Buddhaism theory ,empty will means genius ,for example ----Faust!
2012年6月22日 星期五
Schizophrenia Truth
I have a famous disease ,called Schizophrenia.In history,Schumann was my friend.We feel spiritual world talking to us,till cannot sleep.Some day,I felt Schumann talking to me and tell me a secret .He commit suicide
because he knew a truth----his daughters are Brahmas' but not his he cannot suffer .How sad!
I felt Mozart tell me why did he die so early.
He said ,because everyone extorted his inspiration,till his mission done ,God called him away.
He wanted me public it!
I felt Heifetz want me public ,Schumann jump suddenly on the bridge ,because his enemy push him ,and murder him.
because he knew a truth----his daughters are Brahmas' but not his he cannot suffer .How sad!
I felt Mozart tell me why did he die so early.
He said ,because everyone extorted his inspiration,till his mission done ,God called him away.
He wanted me public it!
I felt Heifetz want me public ,Schumann jump suddenly on the bridge ,because his enemy push him ,and murder him.
2012年6月21日 星期四
Fairy Tale--5
After several days ,in a sunny day ,Lora planed to go into the nature,to hiking along.She didn't want anyone accompany ,because Lora enjoy alone ,and it is much more poetic to hear the nature sound with herself.And Steve was sleeping ,a quiet morning.
But on the trip,Lora couldn't peace ,because she begin to wonder about everything.Especially about what is truth..Nature covered her feeling and she thought deeper and deeper.Lora has a gift to talk with spirits,but she was so much wish to be a child forever,should I grasp naive and simple?Lora asked God!But wisdom and truth are the sunlight she desire!Just when she was wondering,a blue lark show up upon her and said "Fallow me little girl!"
"Where are you going to ?Little bird!"
The blue lark was leading the way,and Lora fallow.At first it was in the forest ,a forest where many Cicadas sang out loud ,and many flowers blossomed .
"Wait me !Don't be so fast!"
"Hold this!"The blue lark throw a string to Lora ,gradually ,Lora float up with the bird and moving on air.
.........to be continued........
But on the trip,Lora couldn't peace ,because she begin to wonder about everything.Especially about what is truth..Nature covered her feeling and she thought deeper and deeper.Lora has a gift to talk with spirits,but she was so much wish to be a child forever,should I grasp naive and simple?Lora asked God!But wisdom and truth are the sunlight she desire!Just when she was wondering,a blue lark show up upon her and said "Fallow me little girl!"
"Where are you going to ?Little bird!"
The blue lark was leading the way,and Lora fallow.At first it was in the forest ,a forest where many Cicadas sang out loud ,and many flowers blossomed .
"Wait me !Don't be so fast!"
"Hold this!"The blue lark throw a string to Lora ,gradually ,Lora float up with the bird and moving on air.
.........to be continued........
2012年6月13日 星期三
Who's Doing Miracle
I've pursued Christine life since the third year in the law school.
When I tried to use my free-will to judge to believe-or-not to believe ,it was a chaos!
Especially when many heretic power wanted to charge my faith and believe!
And I had awfully sick in spirit at that time ,till gave up my study at law!
And many people showed me that some prophet had healing power ,but,I felt even worse.
Since that time,I kept the question in mind-----What is miracle??
-----If a true Christine life proves miracle why can't I?
I was awfully sicked for many years ,and I felt an impact inside my mind----
Maybe I haven't deserved the miracle and all I should do is to fallow His moral expectation!
It was a long journey !
And my life has gradually transformed!
Now for me to concern ,I felt miracles are everywhere !
The apostles will do miracles in Jesus name,and it is not in an idolatry worship ,but it is the power to
"Change Bad to Good"!
For example ,the educator use Love to change a child's personality till the child represent his integrity!
The doctor and medical scientist use Love to diagnose ,changing a patient's life!
They are apostles ,doing miracle because of love although many of them ,wouldn't show of Christine faith for many reasons,because they were too meek and humble that they don't want rewards!
Besides,the great nature are full of miracles ,from a seed till a rose!
,from a the rain till sunshine!
,from the earthquake to the tornado!
It is the almighty Creator's power,everything changing is a miracle !
Because the breeze is blowing so there is God!
When I tried to use my free-will to judge to believe-or-not to believe ,it was a chaos!
Especially when many heretic power wanted to charge my faith and believe!
And I had awfully sick in spirit at that time ,till gave up my study at law!
And many people showed me that some prophet had healing power ,but,I felt even worse.
Since that time,I kept the question in mind-----What is miracle??
-----If a true Christine life proves miracle why can't I?
I was awfully sicked for many years ,and I felt an impact inside my mind----
Maybe I haven't deserved the miracle and all I should do is to fallow His moral expectation!
It was a long journey !
And my life has gradually transformed!
Now for me to concern ,I felt miracles are everywhere !
The apostles will do miracles in Jesus name,and it is not in an idolatry worship ,but it is the power to
"Change Bad to Good"!
For example ,the educator use Love to change a child's personality till the child represent his integrity!
The doctor and medical scientist use Love to diagnose ,changing a patient's life!
They are apostles ,doing miracle because of love although many of them ,wouldn't show of Christine faith for many reasons,because they were too meek and humble that they don't want rewards!
Besides,the great nature are full of miracles ,from a seed till a rose!
,from a the rain till sunshine!
,from the earthquake to the tornado!
It is the almighty Creator's power,everything changing is a miracle !
Because the breeze is blowing so there is God!
2012年6月9日 星期六
The Sacrifice
I deserve not you.
You are lively and lovely.
You humble yourself for me.
I did want to take you for granted,
but I knew I can't!
Once again,
you poured your love upon me.
I did want to pass you by,
but your beauty was so direct and natural.
Then I slowed down to appreciate you.
You laughed like an innocent virgin.
I asked Father ,
"If I should sacrifice her for the Temple?"
And he said,
"God will watch her under the sunshine,
and their love would be beyond known!"
You are lively and lovely.
You humble yourself for me.
I did want to take you for granted,
but I knew I can't!
Once again,
you poured your love upon me.
I did want to pass you by,
but your beauty was so direct and natural.
Then I slowed down to appreciate you.
You laughed like an innocent virgin.
I asked Father ,
"If I should sacrifice her for the Temple?"
And he said,
"God will watch her under the sunshine,
and their love would be beyond known!"
2012年6月8日 星期五
My Princess
I didn't sleep so well.
Thought about this and that.
After the night,
The Rose had blossomed .
All the birds sang to her.
And the Cicadas played the Strings to celebrate.
They sang
"Our Princess had been born!"
All the creatures love her !
And I knew,
The next morning ,
She'll also withered away.
Thought about this and that.
After the night,
The Rose had blossomed .
All the birds sang to her.
And the Cicadas played the Strings to celebrate.
They sang
"Our Princess had been born!"
All the creatures love her !
And I knew,
The next morning ,
She'll also withered away.
2012年6月7日 星期四
2012年6月4日 星期一
2012年6月3日 星期日
2012年5月31日 星期四
Unterwegs
Wie lange ist die Weg ?
Wie ferne ist der Zeal?
Aber,die Reise ist nur an Anfang.
Warum bin ich müde und pein?
Wohin ist meine Freundschaft.
Es gibt nur der Fremdling auf dem ganzen Stat.
Ich war ganzen allein ,und die Welt war ganzen leer.
Zusammenfallen, trofften ich ein Jungfrau .
Sie lächelt mit Liebeswrudig.
Und ,ich hatte das Sorgen ganzen geforgessen!
Wenn die Nacht zu kommt.
Sie abfahren müssen.
Weil sie eine armlich Vater habt.
Wir hofften das,
am Morgen noch ein mal treffen.
Am Nacht,
mahler ich seine Gesicht.
Und die Traum war süße und schone.
Kommt ich zu der fremdlich stat .
Suchen ich seine lächelt.
Aber!
Wo ist meine Jungfrau?
Wo ist sie?
"Sie ist tot!"
"Seine armlich Vater wünchen nicht ihr ander liebe!"
Die Kinder sagt zum mich und wein.
Also doch ich schnell unterwegs!
Wie ferne ist der Zeal?
Aber,die Reise ist nur an Anfang.
Warum bin ich müde und pein?
Wohin ist meine Freundschaft.
Es gibt nur der Fremdling auf dem ganzen Stat.
Ich war ganzen allein ,und die Welt war ganzen leer.
Zusammenfallen, trofften ich ein Jungfrau .
Sie lächelt mit Liebeswrudig.
Und ,ich hatte das Sorgen ganzen geforgessen!
Wenn die Nacht zu kommt.
Sie abfahren müssen.
Weil sie eine armlich Vater habt.
Wir hofften das,
am Morgen noch ein mal treffen.
Am Nacht,
mahler ich seine Gesicht.
Und die Traum war süße und schone.
Kommt ich zu der fremdlich stat .
Suchen ich seine lächelt.
Aber!
Wo ist meine Jungfrau?
Wo ist sie?
"Sie ist tot!"
"Seine armlich Vater wünchen nicht ihr ander liebe!"
Die Kinder sagt zum mich und wein.
Also doch ich schnell unterwegs!
2012年5月30日 星期三
Deep Breath
Aimless but never disappointed .
Weak but not discourage.
For many years were I ,
Hadn't known what is the emphasis of life!
How do you know me pursue heaven,
And I had given up the earthly price value!
When people ask me,
"What's your job or diploma !"
I would laugh myself ,
Nothing big deal!
And for many years,
I had forgotten how hurt it was ,
When I thought it was a game for enthusiasm ,
But I failed!
God don't want me mortal,
So cannot I reach my zeal !
When I was totally deserted by the world,
All I could see was the spirit of friendships in mind.
Although they are far away,
But they must be in heaven waiting!
I insisted on to talk to God.
He insisted on to want me leave ambitious .
And ,I obey !Totally but gradually !
Till some day ,
I felt the earth embrace the heaven!
And I took deep deep breath !
Weak but not discourage.
For many years were I ,
Hadn't known what is the emphasis of life!
How do you know me pursue heaven,
And I had given up the earthly price value!
When people ask me,
"What's your job or diploma !"
I would laugh myself ,
Nothing big deal!
And for many years,
I had forgotten how hurt it was ,
When I thought it was a game for enthusiasm ,
But I failed!
God don't want me mortal,
So cannot I reach my zeal !
When I was totally deserted by the world,
All I could see was the spirit of friendships in mind.
Although they are far away,
But they must be in heaven waiting!
I insisted on to talk to God.
He insisted on to want me leave ambitious .
And ,I obey !Totally but gradually !
Till some day ,
I felt the earth embrace the heaven!
And I took deep deep breath !
2012年5月23日 星期三
高超鎮的人们
從前從前,有一個不出名的小地方,在那裡的人都很樂天知命,雖然不算富欲,但也沒有人餓著.
那個地方有一個很奇怪的現象,就是所有的居民都睡不著,除了襁褓裡的嬰兒!最妙的是,那個地方有個不尋常的名字-----高超鎮!
"住在這裡,除了太安靜以外,並沒有甚麼不方便的!"
一位男士,煞有其事的起頭聊天.大榕樹底下坐著一群閒聊的人,或老或少,還有幾隻狗,懶洋洋的趴在地上曬太陽.
"是沒有甚麼不好,但就是人太少了點!"
"但都是知己囉!"
"話雖如此,想起山腳下的人们,對我们冷嘲熱諷的那付嘴臉,真是說不出的難受!"
"可是我们的鎮長,真的不以為意!"
"他說他不會再下去佈法了!"
"真是大丈夫能屈能伸!"
"可是!他可也沒閒著,鎮上那座被封住的塔樓,快被他玩起來了!"
"怎麼一回事?"
''聽說他努力往上爬,已經看見阿波羅和戴奧尼索斯!''
''不虧是我们英明的鎮長,那後來呢?''
''你知道他是怎麼爬上塔的?''
''他是乘著歌聲的翅膀上去的!可是他是不會唱歌的人!''
''那結果呢?''
''上了塔!上帝不肯見他,即使他在天界,最後他到處發布上帝已死的消息!''
一個女子好奇的問到
''鎮長對上帝到底是愛還是恨?''
''不可能是恨,否則他不會堅持每天練習聲樂,期待雀屏中選!''
一位修士說了他的想法
''那真是一個一生為天國奮鬥的人!''
那個地方有一個很奇怪的現象,就是所有的居民都睡不著,除了襁褓裡的嬰兒!最妙的是,那個地方有個不尋常的名字-----高超鎮!
"住在這裡,除了太安靜以外,並沒有甚麼不方便的!"
一位男士,煞有其事的起頭聊天.大榕樹底下坐著一群閒聊的人,或老或少,還有幾隻狗,懶洋洋的趴在地上曬太陽.
"是沒有甚麼不好,但就是人太少了點!"
"但都是知己囉!"
"話雖如此,想起山腳下的人们,對我们冷嘲熱諷的那付嘴臉,真是說不出的難受!"
"可是我们的鎮長,真的不以為意!"
"他說他不會再下去佈法了!"
"真是大丈夫能屈能伸!"
"可是!他可也沒閒著,鎮上那座被封住的塔樓,快被他玩起來了!"
"怎麼一回事?"
''聽說他努力往上爬,已經看見阿波羅和戴奧尼索斯!''
''不虧是我们英明的鎮長,那後來呢?''
''你知道他是怎麼爬上塔的?''
''他是乘著歌聲的翅膀上去的!可是他是不會唱歌的人!''
''那結果呢?''
''上了塔!上帝不肯見他,即使他在天界,最後他到處發布上帝已死的消息!''
一個女子好奇的問到
''鎮長對上帝到底是愛還是恨?''
''不可能是恨,否則他不會堅持每天練習聲樂,期待雀屏中選!''
一位修士說了他的想法
''那真是一個一生為天國奮鬥的人!''
2012年5月22日 星期二
A Sleepless Sinner
For many years,I couldn't sound sleep.Every night I would feel myself wondering about many things without target at sleeping time.But,I've heard of a wisdom which was said----Saints are those who cannot fall into sleep.
I've known those who never care about moral would never sleepless,but those who truly confess will absolutely hard to sleep.I have a sensitive and conscious mind,and for many days I've seen my soul and mind lost each other ,I could feel ,because of confession ,I 'm watching myself arguing for good or evil in my life history so deep that I couldn't feel safety for close relationship ,no matter in family or society.I've talked to God---I've repent and confessed could I feel supirior than sin?God didn't answer ,and I was jailed in the Purgatorio as what Dante showed in the Divine Comedy.
Many days ,I've searched for philosophy and art ,trying to find out how to break through this trial,but I could feel the Mother Nature was calling me,and how much I dream to be a bird!
And how strong I could feel the harmony of mind and soul is when someone making friend with nature.Not only harmless but also considered about all the creature.
I've known those who never care about moral would never sleepless,but those who truly confess will absolutely hard to sleep.I have a sensitive and conscious mind,and for many days I've seen my soul and mind lost each other ,I could feel ,because of confession ,I 'm watching myself arguing for good or evil in my life history so deep that I couldn't feel safety for close relationship ,no matter in family or society.I've talked to God---I've repent and confessed could I feel supirior than sin?God didn't answer ,and I was jailed in the Purgatorio as what Dante showed in the Divine Comedy.
Many days ,I've searched for philosophy and art ,trying to find out how to break through this trial,but I could feel the Mother Nature was calling me,and how much I dream to be a bird!
And how strong I could feel the harmony of mind and soul is when someone making friend with nature.Not only harmless but also considered about all the creature.
2012年5月21日 星期一
我的網路生活
在這個世界上,我快要沒有甚麼堅持的享受,偶而收到百貨公司寄來的目錄,也不會在上頭做記號等有時間去找.幾年前這還是我的樂趣,但近來家計艱難,我再不願如此自私.
我一直用最基本的3C產品,sony的用的比較順手,電腦只用PC-shared,但是因為玩Facebook認識了一群志同道合的朋友,接連發表幾次攝影作品集,一些在FaceBook Album ,一些在Blog,不知不覺中,網路成為我展現自己的舞台,我的網友來自世界各地,會聚在一起的,多是因為彼此評論和欣賞彼此的作品,我還沒有出國過,但是確迫不及待的想要介紹台灣的美給我的外國朋友.我有一顆開放的心靈,雖然只體驗過台灣的山水花鳥,擁抱的卻是全世界!
也因為網路生活的發展,我覺得有很多樂趣不花很多錢!我歐洲朋友的攝影觀點和審美角度,改變了原來貧乏的我,有時一兩句聊天的話,會很有感受!
這幾年全世界發生太多天災人禍,我覺得把SHOPPING當做享受,已經是不智的事!逛百貨公司只是把幸福壓縮!其實真正幸福的生活,也許是在平常的事物裡!比如逛花市,收集一些小的花苗和樹苗,
尋問花農怎麼混土,和一些十來塊錢的花器那個比較結實........,這也是網友Share的審美觀,如果心情好,上網會學到生活的智慧!
我一直用最基本的3C產品,sony的用的比較順手,電腦只用PC-shared,但是因為玩Facebook認識了一群志同道合的朋友,接連發表幾次攝影作品集,一些在FaceBook Album ,一些在Blog,不知不覺中,網路成為我展現自己的舞台,我的網友來自世界各地,會聚在一起的,多是因為彼此評論和欣賞彼此的作品,我還沒有出國過,但是確迫不及待的想要介紹台灣的美給我的外國朋友.我有一顆開放的心靈,雖然只體驗過台灣的山水花鳥,擁抱的卻是全世界!
也因為網路生活的發展,我覺得有很多樂趣不花很多錢!我歐洲朋友的攝影觀點和審美角度,改變了原來貧乏的我,有時一兩句聊天的話,會很有感受!
這幾年全世界發生太多天災人禍,我覺得把SHOPPING當做享受,已經是不智的事!逛百貨公司只是把幸福壓縮!其實真正幸福的生活,也許是在平常的事物裡!比如逛花市,收集一些小的花苗和樹苗,
尋問花農怎麼混土,和一些十來塊錢的花器那個比較結實........,這也是網友Share的審美觀,如果心情好,上網會學到生活的智慧!
2012年5月20日 星期日
Die Roselein
Es was regnet und kalt.
Mein Roselein blüte im Geheimiss.
Weil ein Herze vom liebe wir troffen.
Die Welt war leer ohne uns----Ein Dichterin und ein Roses Irrlicht.
Mann manchmal gehört,dass,
der Weg nach Phantasy geschloss würde!
Dann wohin kann ich die Rose die Kinderlich Kaiserin shanken?
Wohin?
Weil ich.........ein Herze wie Kinder!
2012年5月18日 星期五
2012年5月8日 星期二
Fairy Tale--4.
And ,it was after all their life back to normal,Steve and Lora dealt with their life without excitement,someday,they took walk together in the April wind and dizzy raining.
Steve was holding the black umbrella and Lora dressing a yellow hat.
"My dearest Steve!Why sometimes raining could be also fun but some other times it was just so dull?"
"Like today?Today ,it is dull for you?"
"Maybe,but not totally,because at least we talk!"
"I don't know!I couldn't think up a brand new game for so long!"
"So couldn't I,and all I could do is to humming around!"
"Like the Pooh Bear.....humming after bees!"
"Genau!"
"Exactly!And do you humming a new melody for me?My little sister?"
"Emm....I've heard a song from a friend and I danger forgot it .....maybe it was like
Brother Sun and Sister Moon ,I seldom see you seldom hear your tune....."
"So sad!Sad melody...."
"Could you say it is sorrow?"
"Genau!But,where did you learn this?"
"From a friend,a small creature!"
"How small?Danger liked the Piglet?"
"Not always!He is a boy,and very sweet!"
"Lovely!If he is also good at day dreaming ,just like both of us?"
"Even better!And he like to draw,and he said it was Future!"
"Therefore!He was a prophet in day dreamer's way!"
"Yes!Just like both of us!"
"Then we should visit him!"
"Steve!Do you know that he is illed?Badly illed,and he called off the school for more than one week!"
"Then we should visit him urgently and desperately!"
"But ,what should we gift him and his family?"
"Only best wishes and flowers!"
Lora and Steve hunched and pinched bunches of wild flowers.
They walked by the church yard,and there was a grey small house very nearby ,with bushes and roses outside,the grey house seemed deserted and isolated.
"Here we are ,my brother!"
"How do we call them?"
"They are Winegardener family ,and the boy is Freddy !"
Lora knocked the door and knocked ,there came a voice
"Here we are !"
And the door opened a white fat cat "Meow !"welcomed them with staring round eyes.
After the cat ,a woman show up,she dressed in shabby clothe ,very very pale,she twisted her fingers just like her eyebrows .
"Mrs....Mrs. Winegardener !This is Dickens !I'm Steve Dickens and my sister is Lora!"
"Em.....What ..what's your business?"
"We've heard about your son is sick ,and my sister and I wish to visit him ..."
"This is for your family!"Lora gave her the beautiful flowers.
"We are sorry about....if eggs or cake was much more efficient!"
"Don't say so !Mr.Steve Dickens and lovely Lora!Please come in !Freddy is sleeping,please to keep quiet!"
They walked in.The living room has a lamp with dimming light and a large arm chair in the corner ,the big white cat gracefully lay on a cushion peeking the unexpected guests,and the air was full of the smelling of herb medicine.No one noticed the rain was stop,and the wind also.
"Please sit!"Mrs.Winegarder said
And the old cat jump on the floor then arrogantly left.Steve and Lora sat on the old and muddy sofa.Lora wondered----"Who makes the sofa so muddy and slide?"
They received hot tea from Mrs.Winegardener.Lora was playing the sugar.
All of a sudden,a very tall and obviously sunburned middle age man came from the front door.And his feet were very muddy ,seemed like a farmer.
"Hello!Kids!Are you my baby Freddy's schoolmates?God know how much he admire your adventure ,ah....let me take of my boots and rain coat !"
"Don't worry Mr. Winegarderner ,we are casual !"
Later they drank tea together and share some homemade cookies,Mr. Winegarderner's face was so bright but winkled and when he shake hands with Dickens ,his hands were full of strength and kindness .
"Freddy is sick for one month ,oh!My sweetest child ,how he dream a pair of strong legs but he couldn't!But he has never complained,oh!My poor little Freddy!He hardly can walk and sore for two weeks!"
Lora was worried and said"How did the doctor said?"
"From my Freddy came to the world ,doctors said he cannot survived ,but,he is always an angel !"
"I've prayed for Freddy since I'd known he is illed.Is he your only child?"
"Yes!And he is as fragile as my mother,but not like me and my wife,their forehead are both unusual fully ,and so intelligent but quiet..........."
"Father!Who are you talking to ?"
Look to Freddy's bedroom ,he walked trembly to the door ,dressed in white gown ,unbelievably looking to them!
"Oh!My baby ,you must put on a jacket !"
"But ,Mrs.Winegarderner,isn't he walking ?"
Steve was holding the black umbrella and Lora dressing a yellow hat.
"My dearest Steve!Why sometimes raining could be also fun but some other times it was just so dull?"
"Like today?Today ,it is dull for you?"
"Maybe,but not totally,because at least we talk!"
"I don't know!I couldn't think up a brand new game for so long!"
"So couldn't I,and all I could do is to humming around!"
"Like the Pooh Bear.....humming after bees!"
"Genau!"
"Exactly!And do you humming a new melody for me?My little sister?"
"Emm....I've heard a song from a friend and I danger forgot it .....maybe it was like
Brother Sun and Sister Moon ,I seldom see you seldom hear your tune....."
"So sad!Sad melody...."
"Could you say it is sorrow?"
"Genau!But,where did you learn this?"
"From a friend,a small creature!"
"How small?Danger liked the Piglet?"
"Not always!He is a boy,and very sweet!"
"Lovely!If he is also good at day dreaming ,just like both of us?"
"Even better!And he like to draw,and he said it was Future!"
"Therefore!He was a prophet in day dreamer's way!"
"Yes!Just like both of us!"
"Then we should visit him!"
"Steve!Do you know that he is illed?Badly illed,and he called off the school for more than one week!"
"Then we should visit him urgently and desperately!"
"But ,what should we gift him and his family?"
"Only best wishes and flowers!"
Lora and Steve hunched and pinched bunches of wild flowers.
They walked by the church yard,and there was a grey small house very nearby ,with bushes and roses outside,the grey house seemed deserted and isolated.
"Here we are ,my brother!"
"How do we call them?"
"They are Winegardener family ,and the boy is Freddy !"
Lora knocked the door and knocked ,there came a voice
"Here we are !"
And the door opened a white fat cat "Meow !"welcomed them with staring round eyes.
After the cat ,a woman show up,she dressed in shabby clothe ,very very pale,she twisted her fingers just like her eyebrows .
"Mrs....Mrs. Winegardener !This is Dickens !I'm Steve Dickens and my sister is Lora!"
"Em.....What ..what's your business?"
"We've heard about your son is sick ,and my sister and I wish to visit him ..."
"This is for your family!"Lora gave her the beautiful flowers.
"We are sorry about....if eggs or cake was much more efficient!"
"Don't say so !Mr.Steve Dickens and lovely Lora!Please come in !Freddy is sleeping,please to keep quiet!"
They walked in.The living room has a lamp with dimming light and a large arm chair in the corner ,the big white cat gracefully lay on a cushion peeking the unexpected guests,and the air was full of the smelling of herb medicine.No one noticed the rain was stop,and the wind also.
"Please sit!"Mrs.Winegarder said
And the old cat jump on the floor then arrogantly left.Steve and Lora sat on the old and muddy sofa.Lora wondered----"Who makes the sofa so muddy and slide?"
They received hot tea from Mrs.Winegardener.Lora was playing the sugar.
All of a sudden,a very tall and obviously sunburned middle age man came from the front door.And his feet were very muddy ,seemed like a farmer.
"Hello!Kids!Are you my baby Freddy's schoolmates?God know how much he admire your adventure ,ah....let me take of my boots and rain coat !"
"Don't worry Mr. Winegarderner ,we are casual !"
Later they drank tea together and share some homemade cookies,Mr. Winegarderner's face was so bright but winkled and when he shake hands with Dickens ,his hands were full of strength and kindness .
"Freddy is sick for one month ,oh!My sweetest child ,how he dream a pair of strong legs but he couldn't!But he has never complained,oh!My poor little Freddy!He hardly can walk and sore for two weeks!"
Lora was worried and said"How did the doctor said?"
"From my Freddy came to the world ,doctors said he cannot survived ,but,he is always an angel !"
"I've prayed for Freddy since I'd known he is illed.Is he your only child?"
"Yes!And he is as fragile as my mother,but not like me and my wife,their forehead are both unusual fully ,and so intelligent but quiet..........."
"Father!Who are you talking to ?"
Look to Freddy's bedroom ,he walked trembly to the door ,dressed in white gown ,unbelievably looking to them!
"Oh!My baby ,you must put on a jacket !"
"But ,Mrs.Winegarderner,isn't he walking ?"
2012年5月7日 星期一
A Girl with Blond Hair
Why did you smile to me?
That day ,in the crowded people?
And neither me knew ,
Why did I like you so much---A girl with blond hair!
Seems you hide no secret!
And we knew like long lost friend!
When I thought I am alone,
Beyond consciousness ,
I draw a smiling girl!
When I asked myself,
"Who am I drawing?"
Ya!It was --A girl with blond hair!
2012年4月15日 星期日
On the Lost Planet
Why didn't you know ,
I'm here waiting so long for you?
Where were you?
Don't you know there is no other dreamers anymore?!
We live on the lonely planet ,
where no other visitors would come,
but only be with the Mother Nature!"
"My dearest Sister!
I try to be very conserved,
because there is no other passage to your mind.
I only live with you!
But when you lose yourself,
I couldn't see you in the darkness!
So did I cry and cry,
Till you sympathized me again!"
2012年4月13日 星期五
青春之歌
"媽媽!我出門了!"
"中午回來吃嗎!?"
"應該不會,我想跟朋友吃!"
"咖啦........"大門扣上了,媽媽好像還在碎碎唸,雅芝已經出門了!
天氣很好,四月份的陽光是溫柔多情的,看見路旁的大樹,嘩啦嘩啦的跳著光之舞,雅芝心中有著很欣喜的感動!但是有人說她是個不快樂的孩子 ,雖然不確定是不是真的,但她似乎守著一個密祕!
到了學校,校長在校門口迎接孩子们,雅芝今年升國二,也就是說 ,大家都開始補習了,昨天盈子介紹一個名師的家教班,針對數理,加強英文,雅芝很怕數理,她知道自己決對不是聰明過人的孩子 ,對於方程式和原素周期表,真的提不起興致用功,幸好現在媽媽不會再看她寫習題......自從國小畢業以後!她也就得過且過地把那些又厚又重的參考書,束之高閣!
"校長好!"雅芝有禮貌地行禮,和藹可親的老校長,微笑的對她點點頭!
"妳幹麼那麼乖?!"一個聲音從她背後傳來,原來是盈子,
"我應該算普通乖普通壞!那像妳那麼調皮!"
"妳管我!"
"盈子!妳皮在癢了!那!老實說,昨天發的數學講義妳寫完沒!?"
"可能寫完了!寫到打瞌睡,也不知道計算錯的是否離譜!不過,方程式應該沒套錯!"
"那到教室妳的講義拿來瞧一瞧!"
"雅芝!妳最好不要用抄的,妳怎麼了?!才十題也沒寫完?!"
"嗯........這個嗎......!"
"不然我教妳!不會很難的!"
"真的嗎!那放學之後我請妳吃雪糕!"
"這麼客氣!那我就吃定妳了!"
到教室時,大家都在做打掃,不知道為甚麼,這些孩子總覺得櫃子不夠放,桌子椅子都太小!?
淑珠老師在班上巡視,她看到盈子和雅芝急著討論數學,沒心情打掃,很體諒的說
"數學老師應該不會講解的太深奧,雅芝!盈子! 慢慢討論!"
"老師!謝謝妳!我们的掃除工作都作完了!"
"可是老師發現盈子桌上有個可樂罐喔!"
盈子立刻用迅雷不及掩耳的速度把罐子投進資源回收桶!
其他同學看到了,無不驚嘆
"盈子!好神喔!"
於是雅芝也順手擲了一個紙團, 卻無巧不巧地K中了經過的教官,
"是那個野丫頭!"
雅芝和盈子裝成擦玻璃,擦的十分投入!
數學課時,老師帶大家解了那十個方程式後,便開始自習,研讀新發的講義,但是雅芝一點提不起興趣,拿出筆記本,描了一個史奴比,又描了一個查理布朗,
"喂!妳在畫甚麼 !?"
坐在雅芝背後的嘉宜,好奇的不得了!
"噓!妳小聲一點,我在玩漫畫!是昨天才買到,最新一期的繪本!"
"借我瞧瞧!"
"那妳寫的講義拿來交換!"
"成交!"
於是她们倆個都茲茲不倦地用功著,教室裡靜的似乎聽得見,時鐘的滴答聲,中庭的筆筒數上,幾隻嬌小的鳥兒,愉快地唱著歌,不知過了多久,坐在第一排的同學,圍著最漂亮的之凡,交頭接耳起來!盈子早寫完作業,好奇的東張西望!
"之凡好像在哭耶!還有珊珊....她们哭在一起.....!"
"真的嗎!發生甚麼事了?"雅芝和嘉宜,停下手邊的閱讀,關心的問著!
不一會兒,數學老師摟著之凡的肩安慰她,前排的同學轉頭傳紙條過來-----之凡的爸爸去世了!
有很多天,之凡請假,雅芝在心裡為她祈禱,雅芝的爸爸是雅芝心中的大樹,但是她開始相信 ,死亡是每個人的明天,甚或今天!
回到家裡,雅芝不發一語,坐在書桌前發呆,一會兒嘆氣一會兒抽抽咽咽的,幸好她一個人用一個房間,也沒人責備她.她拿出書袋裡的史奴比,瞧了又瞧,只覺得最好是送給之凡,讓她開心點,但是 ,大家都急著關心她,所以她沒有勇氣送書給之凡 ,丟在地上,踩了又踩,當做發洩!
"叩叩叩!"有人敲門
"雅芝!甚麼聲音,妳幹麼了?"
"沒事!姐 !我在整理書櫃!"
"真的嗎?妳好像在發脾氣!沒問題吧?!"
"姐!妳可以進來一下嗎?"
"OKAY!"
雅芝的姐姐叫品芳,比她大兩歲,兩個女孩子都長著明眸皓齒,品芳把及肩的長髮梳成馬尾,穿著藍色的水手服,看來十分伶俐,雅芝的頭髮像個男孩子,但她五官很細,手腳也是,說不上來她跟品芳有甚麼很不一樣的地方,但有人覺得,雅芝的眼神裡,有著悲天憫人的精神!
品芳坐在床上,抱著妹妹的泰迪熊,好奇的問
"發生甚麼事,說來聽聽!"
"姐!人死了會去那裡?"
"嗚!這個問題很有趣!去見天主!"
"天主長的甚麼模樣?萬一祂不認得我,至少我要找到祂!"
"嘻!天主長的像祂的獨生子!"
"有其父必有其子,是嗎!"
"應該算是 ,但是因為祂是全能的神,所以祂不可能不認識妳!從妳在母腹中,祂便識得你!"
"這一句是經上講的!從你在母腹中,祂便識得你!我聽過.....好像是在主日學!"
"尤其是對選民而言!"
"選民是上天國的人,那不上天國的人去那裡?"
"這個嗎!我也不確定!但是有可能會不斷轉世回來人間.......!"
"為甚麼?"
"因為還沒有完成人世的修鍊!"
"姐!聖經裡沒有這一部份,而且聽起來很像佛法!"
"其實是一本有名的神學小說----神曲,讓我有這樣的推論!"
"那甚麼是修鍊?"
"修鍊就是洗滌自己的種種原罪!"
"我知道原罪是人性的弱點,但是,是不是一定要成為超人才符合天國的要求?"
"超人是不斷超越自己的軟弱,不是驕傲自大的領袖!"
"是跟自己比...."
"自限於競爭壓力的人,不是超人!"
"超人很自由....."
"因為超人就是存在,存在就是和自己比賽,借由衷心的懺悔得到蛻變的果實,比如昨日種種譬如昨日死!"
"有人已為超人是不拘禮法,妳覺得呢?"
"嗯.....超人能不受禮法壓迫,但也不會去損毀社會規範!"
"那姐妳是不是暗示超人就是選民?"
"超人是選民的一種,但是上帝最愛羔羊!"
"我知道羔羊是很像小朋友,很善良,聽見天主的話就歡喜領受了!"
廚房裡傳來媽媽的聲音......
"趕快來吃飯!妳们倆個小朋友!"
........全文完.......
"中午回來吃嗎!?"
"應該不會,我想跟朋友吃!"
"咖啦........"大門扣上了,媽媽好像還在碎碎唸,雅芝已經出門了!
天氣很好,四月份的陽光是溫柔多情的,看見路旁的大樹,嘩啦嘩啦的跳著光之舞,雅芝心中有著很欣喜的感動!但是有人說她是個不快樂的孩子 ,雖然不確定是不是真的,但她似乎守著一個密祕!
到了學校,校長在校門口迎接孩子们,雅芝今年升國二,也就是說 ,大家都開始補習了,昨天盈子介紹一個名師的家教班,針對數理,加強英文,雅芝很怕數理,她知道自己決對不是聰明過人的孩子 ,對於方程式和原素周期表,真的提不起興致用功,幸好現在媽媽不會再看她寫習題......自從國小畢業以後!她也就得過且過地把那些又厚又重的參考書,束之高閣!
"校長好!"雅芝有禮貌地行禮,和藹可親的老校長,微笑的對她點點頭!
"妳幹麼那麼乖?!"一個聲音從她背後傳來,原來是盈子,
"我應該算普通乖普通壞!那像妳那麼調皮!"
"妳管我!"
"盈子!妳皮在癢了!那!老實說,昨天發的數學講義妳寫完沒!?"
"可能寫完了!寫到打瞌睡,也不知道計算錯的是否離譜!不過,方程式應該沒套錯!"
"那到教室妳的講義拿來瞧一瞧!"
"雅芝!妳最好不要用抄的,妳怎麼了?!才十題也沒寫完?!"
"嗯........這個嗎......!"
"不然我教妳!不會很難的!"
"真的嗎!那放學之後我請妳吃雪糕!"
"這麼客氣!那我就吃定妳了!"
到教室時,大家都在做打掃,不知道為甚麼,這些孩子總覺得櫃子不夠放,桌子椅子都太小!?
淑珠老師在班上巡視,她看到盈子和雅芝急著討論數學,沒心情打掃,很體諒的說
"數學老師應該不會講解的太深奧,雅芝!盈子! 慢慢討論!"
"老師!謝謝妳!我们的掃除工作都作完了!"
"可是老師發現盈子桌上有個可樂罐喔!"
盈子立刻用迅雷不及掩耳的速度把罐子投進資源回收桶!
其他同學看到了,無不驚嘆
"盈子!好神喔!"
於是雅芝也順手擲了一個紙團, 卻無巧不巧地K中了經過的教官,
"是那個野丫頭!"
雅芝和盈子裝成擦玻璃,擦的十分投入!
數學課時,老師帶大家解了那十個方程式後,便開始自習,研讀新發的講義,但是雅芝一點提不起興趣,拿出筆記本,描了一個史奴比,又描了一個查理布朗,
"喂!妳在畫甚麼 !?"
坐在雅芝背後的嘉宜,好奇的不得了!
"噓!妳小聲一點,我在玩漫畫!是昨天才買到,最新一期的繪本!"
"借我瞧瞧!"
"那妳寫的講義拿來交換!"
"成交!"
於是她们倆個都茲茲不倦地用功著,教室裡靜的似乎聽得見,時鐘的滴答聲,中庭的筆筒數上,幾隻嬌小的鳥兒,愉快地唱著歌,不知過了多久,坐在第一排的同學,圍著最漂亮的之凡,交頭接耳起來!盈子早寫完作業,好奇的東張西望!
"之凡好像在哭耶!還有珊珊....她们哭在一起.....!"
"真的嗎!發生甚麼事了?"雅芝和嘉宜,停下手邊的閱讀,關心的問著!
不一會兒,數學老師摟著之凡的肩安慰她,前排的同學轉頭傳紙條過來-----之凡的爸爸去世了!
有很多天,之凡請假,雅芝在心裡為她祈禱,雅芝的爸爸是雅芝心中的大樹,但是她開始相信 ,死亡是每個人的明天,甚或今天!
回到家裡,雅芝不發一語,坐在書桌前發呆,一會兒嘆氣一會兒抽抽咽咽的,幸好她一個人用一個房間,也沒人責備她.她拿出書袋裡的史奴比,瞧了又瞧,只覺得最好是送給之凡,讓她開心點,但是 ,大家都急著關心她,所以她沒有勇氣送書給之凡 ,丟在地上,踩了又踩,當做發洩!
"叩叩叩!"有人敲門
"雅芝!甚麼聲音,妳幹麼了?"
"沒事!姐 !我在整理書櫃!"
"真的嗎?妳好像在發脾氣!沒問題吧?!"
"姐!妳可以進來一下嗎?"
"OKAY!"
雅芝的姐姐叫品芳,比她大兩歲,兩個女孩子都長著明眸皓齒,品芳把及肩的長髮梳成馬尾,穿著藍色的水手服,看來十分伶俐,雅芝的頭髮像個男孩子,但她五官很細,手腳也是,說不上來她跟品芳有甚麼很不一樣的地方,但有人覺得,雅芝的眼神裡,有著悲天憫人的精神!
品芳坐在床上,抱著妹妹的泰迪熊,好奇的問
"發生甚麼事,說來聽聽!"
"姐!人死了會去那裡?"
"嗚!這個問題很有趣!去見天主!"
"天主長的甚麼模樣?萬一祂不認得我,至少我要找到祂!"
"嘻!天主長的像祂的獨生子!"
"有其父必有其子,是嗎!"
"應該算是 ,但是因為祂是全能的神,所以祂不可能不認識妳!從妳在母腹中,祂便識得你!"
"這一句是經上講的!從你在母腹中,祂便識得你!我聽過.....好像是在主日學!"
"尤其是對選民而言!"
"選民是上天國的人,那不上天國的人去那裡?"
"這個嗎!我也不確定!但是有可能會不斷轉世回來人間.......!"
"為甚麼?"
"因為還沒有完成人世的修鍊!"
"姐!聖經裡沒有這一部份,而且聽起來很像佛法!"
"其實是一本有名的神學小說----神曲,讓我有這樣的推論!"
"那甚麼是修鍊?"
"修鍊就是洗滌自己的種種原罪!"
"我知道原罪是人性的弱點,但是,是不是一定要成為超人才符合天國的要求?"
"超人是不斷超越自己的軟弱,不是驕傲自大的領袖!"
"是跟自己比...."
"自限於競爭壓力的人,不是超人!"
"超人很自由....."
"因為超人就是存在,存在就是和自己比賽,借由衷心的懺悔得到蛻變的果實,比如昨日種種譬如昨日死!"
"有人已為超人是不拘禮法,妳覺得呢?"
"嗯.....超人能不受禮法壓迫,但也不會去損毀社會規範!"
"那姐妳是不是暗示超人就是選民?"
"超人是選民的一種,但是上帝最愛羔羊!"
"我知道羔羊是很像小朋友,很善良,聽見天主的話就歡喜領受了!"
廚房裡傳來媽媽的聲音......
"趕快來吃飯!妳们倆個小朋友!"
........全文完.......
2012年4月11日 星期三
Friendship
In a isolated world,
The lily blossomed in still peace.
Beautiful with herself,without reason.
When she thought that it was a lonely springtime,
The breeze blow away the mist,a gentle bamboo stand behind.
And their language was,
To love is to Exist!
2012年3月4日 星期日
Morning Note 2012.3.6
Good Morning dear friends
I waked up in dawn and my village was in still peace.
I heard cats move on the roof ,but they are very gently .
The streets was empty besides milk sender riding by.
And I was very fresh asking myself ,what should I archive today?
In order to enjoy for long ,I choose to restrict my expand of money.
And what I wish to reach is inner joyfulness .
But not the short term happiness of shopping.
And I will ask for a satisfied heart,keep away from the vanity of famous brands!
I won't intend to do good deeds ,but I'll embrace my neighbors with compassion.
That is to tolerance everything that happen to me with a mind of joy.
Everything ,no matter good or bad ,I'll accept as part of God's wish.
I shouldn't spoil my taste by overusing the media.
And very much I wish to think about what does a media program means to me and the society.
I wish to play art films for long run ,and sometimes to space myself out is a way to reach art.
Art films is not like junk food!
At last,I 'll keep the relationship with Jesus ,accompany Him in the season of Lent and patiently wait for the resurrection of Easter!
Have A Good Day ,my brothers and sisters
I waked up in dawn and my village was in still peace.
I heard cats move on the roof ,but they are very gently .
The streets was empty besides milk sender riding by.
And I was very fresh asking myself ,what should I archive today?
In order to enjoy for long ,I choose to restrict my expand of money.
And what I wish to reach is inner joyfulness .
But not the short term happiness of shopping.
And I will ask for a satisfied heart,keep away from the vanity of famous brands!
I won't intend to do good deeds ,but I'll embrace my neighbors with compassion.
That is to tolerance everything that happen to me with a mind of joy.
Everything ,no matter good or bad ,I'll accept as part of God's wish.
I shouldn't spoil my taste by overusing the media.
And very much I wish to think about what does a media program means to me and the society.
I wish to play art films for long run ,and sometimes to space myself out is a way to reach art.
Art films is not like junk food!
At last,I 'll keep the relationship with Jesus ,accompany Him in the season of Lent and patiently wait for the resurrection of Easter!
Have A Good Day ,my brothers and sisters
2012年2月19日 星期日
春遊竹子湖 2012/2/15
在霧裡走著,春雨霏霏
風把早晨的睏意吹的老遠
是我從小認識的陽明山
卻沒造訪過的景點,竹子湖
一個人走著,口裡哼著小調
也算壯膽!
霧濃時,不見前路,
依賴標示,蹣跚而行,
到岔路時,向一位女士問路
她便笑著開車載我
到她在頂湖的Cafe'
下車便被貓兒迎接,
牠们好奇又害羞,
店裡的一對夫妻,
一起經營可愛的事業,
他们的小女兒,挺愛笑的,
我追她照相時,她不依,
一會兒便擺起pose,
她的笑容,是山上綻放,
最美麗的花朵!
風把早晨的睏意吹的老遠
是我從小認識的陽明山
卻沒造訪過的景點,竹子湖
一個人走著,口裡哼著小調
也算壯膽!
霧濃時,不見前路,
依賴標示,蹣跚而行,
到岔路時,向一位女士問路
她便笑著開車載我
到她在頂湖的Cafe'
下車便被貓兒迎接,
牠们好奇又害羞,
店裡的一對夫妻,
一起經營可愛的事業,
他们的小女兒,挺愛笑的,
我追她照相時,她不依,
一會兒便擺起pose,
她的笑容,是山上綻放,
最美麗的花朵!
2012年2月9日 星期四
Raining season
The raining season was endless.
Endless rain covered my room.
And there was nowhere to breath.
I could hear,some bugs are singing,
But how chilly it is!
Do they know ,summer isn't here?
Oh!They wish to comfort my lonely heart!
But how could I deserve their sacrificed ?
For I wouldn't sing , in the raining season!
Endless rain covered my room.
And there was nowhere to breath.
I could hear,some bugs are singing,
But how chilly it is!
Do they know ,summer isn't here?
Oh!They wish to comfort my lonely heart!
But how could I deserve their sacrificed ?
For I wouldn't sing , in the raining season!
A Blade of Marple
Why a blade of Marple leaf was on the ladders?
For how long has the Autumn said goodbye?
Seems like it was a message!
But,what does it mean?
Yes!There was a trip last Autumn!
And Marple celebrated with me.
It was a trip where I found my ego!
Why a blade of Marple leaf was on the ladders?
Neither me know!
For how long has the Autumn said goodbye?
Seems like it was a message!
But,what does it mean?
Yes!There was a trip last Autumn!
And Marple celebrated with me.
It was a trip where I found my ego!
Why a blade of Marple leaf was on the ladders?
Neither me know!
Free Thought & True Colour
For how long haven't I thought?
Maybe since I started to feel!
My all sensation spread around beautiful things .
And I've been covered by both love and hate.
I couldn't see my thought.
For it was cheated by feelings,
And it is there helpless crying for heaven.
How could my thought reach freedom?
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I draw a colorful picture with passion.
It was intensive and exaggerate .
But why am I timid and shy?
Colors are my sensation.
And they jailed my thought with desire.
Straggling between "White and Black"
or "Green and Red"!
Yes,it was Truth ,which will give me
---Heavenly Wings
And there will declare the True Color,
Which I never hide!
Maybe since I started to feel!
My all sensation spread around beautiful things .
And I've been covered by both love and hate.
I couldn't see my thought.
For it was cheated by feelings,
And it is there helpless crying for heaven.
How could my thought reach freedom?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I draw a colorful picture with passion.
It was intensive and exaggerate .
But why am I timid and shy?
Colors are my sensation.
And they jailed my thought with desire.
Straggling between "White and Black"
or "Green and Red"!
Yes,it was Truth ,which will give me
---Heavenly Wings
And there will declare the True Color,
Which I never hide!
2012年2月3日 星期五
2012年2月1日 星期三
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