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2012年6月25日 星期一

Schizophrenia Patient Talk

I admire Jews very much.
And I've always curious about ,why did Hitler massacre them?
I've very limited resource ,but I can talk to spiritual world.
Hitler told me the truth.
When he was a young scholar in Heidburg,he wrote beautiful poems about his admiration for Jews.
Because he is too pure ,Beelzebul occupy him.
He has never used "I hate Jew"!
And he even wish Jewish culture to exist,especially musicians.
Hitler's racialism was because Beelzebul wish we human Beings enemy each other!
Schiller also told me ,he commit suicide ,because Beelzebul wanted to fit him!
And with the same reason ,I became a Schizophrenia Patient.
It is my spiritual fight!Fight for heaven!



P.S
Goethe told me ,German is very easy to been fit by Beelzebul.Because German is empty will and desire!
It is also part of Buddhaism theory ,empty will means genius ,for example ----Faust!

2012年6月22日 星期五

Schizophrenia Truth

I have a famous disease ,called Schizophrenia.In history,Schumann was my friend.We feel spiritual world talking to us,till cannot sleep.Some day,I felt Schumann talking to me and tell me a secret .He commit suicide
because he knew a truth----his daughters are Brahmas' but not his he cannot suffer .How sad!

I felt Mozart tell me why did he die so early.
He said ,because everyone extorted his inspiration,till his mission done ,God called him away.
He wanted me public it!

I felt Heifetz want me public ,Schumann jump suddenly on the bridge ,because his enemy push him ,and murder him.

2012年6月21日 星期四

Fairy Tale--5

After several days ,in a sunny day ,Lora planed to go into the nature,to hiking along.She didn't want anyone accompany ,because Lora enjoy alone ,and it is much more poetic to hear the nature sound with herself.And Steve was sleeping ,a quiet morning.
But on the trip,Lora couldn't peace ,because she begin to wonder about everything.Especially about what is truth..Nature covered her feeling and she thought deeper and deeper.Lora has a gift to talk with spirits,but she was so much wish to be a child forever,should I grasp naive and simple?Lora asked God!But wisdom and truth are the sunlight she desire!Just when she was wondering,a blue lark show up upon her and said "Fallow me little girl!"
"Where are you going to ?Little bird!"
The blue lark was leading the way,and Lora fallow.At first it was in the forest ,a forest where many Cicadas sang out loud ,and many flowers blossomed .
"Wait me !Don't be so fast!"
"Hold this!"The blue lark throw a string to Lora ,gradually ,Lora float up with the bird and moving on air.
.........to be continued........

2012年6月13日 星期三

Who's Doing Miracle

I've pursued Christine life since the third year in the law school.
When I tried to use my free-will to judge to believe-or-not to believe ,it was a chaos!
Especially when many heretic power wanted to charge my faith and believe!
And I had awfully sick in spirit at that time ,till gave up my study at law!
And  many people showed me that some prophet had healing power ,but,I felt even worse.
Since that time,I kept the question in mind-----What is miracle??
                                                               -----If a true Christine life proves miracle why can't I?

I was awfully sicked for many years ,and I felt an impact inside my mind----
Maybe I haven't deserved the miracle and all I should do is to fallow His moral expectation!

It was a long journey !
And my life has gradually transformed!

Now for me to concern ,I felt miracles are everywhere !

The apostles will do miracles in Jesus name,and it is not in an idolatry  worship ,but it is the power to
"Change Bad to Good"!
For example ,the educator use Love to change a child's personality till the child represent his integrity!
The doctor and medical scientist  use Love to diagnose ,changing a patient's life!
They are apostles ,doing miracle because of love although many of them ,wouldn't show of Christine faith for many reasons,because they were too meek and humble that they don't want rewards!

Besides,the great nature are full of miracles ,from a seed till a rose!
                                                                 ,from a the rain till sunshine!
                                                                 ,from the earthquake to the tornado!
It is the almighty Creator's power,everything changing is a miracle !

Because the breeze is blowing so there is God!

2012年6月9日 星期六

The Sacrifice

I deserve not you.
You are lively and lovely.

You humble yourself for me.
I did want to take you for granted,
but I knew I can't!

Once again,
you poured your love upon me.
I did want to pass you by,
but your beauty was so direct and natural.

Then I slowed down to appreciate you.
You laughed like an innocent virgin.

I asked Father ,
"If I should  sacrifice her for the Temple?"
And  he said,
"God will watch her under the sunshine,
and their love would be beyond known!"




2012年6月8日 星期五

My Princess

I didn't sleep so well.
Thought about this and that.
After the night,
The Rose had blossomed .

All the birds sang to her.
And the Cicadas played the Strings to celebrate.

They sang
"Our Princess had been born!"

All the creatures love her !
And I knew,
The next morning ,
She'll also withered away.





2012年6月4日 星期一

我的小玫瑰

"兔子!你跑那裡去了?"

"去花園裡看花!"

"不要靠太近喔!不然花被你吃掉!"

"才不會呢!我只想跟她作朋友!

小玫瑰!那妳長大以後!願不願意嫁給我?"


2012年6月3日 星期日

花語

 我不曾見過夢裡的人兒
也不曾堅持要擁有感情
所以才有花兒敲動我心

她浪漫地伸展臂彎
在人群中,對我撒嬌
淡紫色的雙頰
是愛幻想的少女
深切的綠葉
是真摯的友誼

昨天,
我的黃玫瑰死了,
我在她墳前,
架著小的十字架,
請妳為我哀悼她