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2012年7月25日 星期三

我看保安宮

幾個月前,坐公車去士林區的園藝社,回程經過大龍峒的保安宮與孔廟,便放在心中,這個久仰大名的寺廟.
保安宮是世界文化遺產,可是在國內稱不上香火鼎盛,聽說有人專程來求子,但我只想見得孔子神位.
保安宮很有祭祀之道,畫了圖文,教導香客,點燭,上香,燒金紙的步驟,我依樣畫葫蘆.
早上來上香,感覺很清靜,寺院裡偶有交談聲,但清風徐來,吹得滿室香煙,令人不由得肅慕,寧靜.
雖然我是受洗基督徒.但天主是愛,我愛鄰人更要愛民族.以往,曾為信仰而極端,以為傳統信仰只是迷信,偏執地不願持香,如今,因為保安宮的熏陶,我想起了童年時,心裡對祭祀的喜悅和尊敬.覺得自己不必再為信仰戰鬥,因為回歸中華民族的根.
吾深覺每個人類都要愛自己的民族和文化,但每個民族和宗教也彼此相愛,直到沒有偏見和藩籬的大同世界.

(不知道為甚麼,我很喜歡保安宮的平安符,以前看過一些無法接受的符,覺得那是邪門.我受洗過,符籙派之學不應深究!但我把保生大帝的符戴在身上,感覺很踏實!)

沉睡者,逐漸甦醒!
中華民族的巨靈,已經復活!

Note 2012.7.25

如果我整理思緒,想看出生命的脈絡.還要多久,才能成為清稀的心靈?
清稀的心靈,才能看見真理,而不會被流俗掩沒.

不管多久,都值得等待,等待更美的文明,藉我傳達,而我沒有傲慢.
只有更深的謙虛,因為有很大的奇妙,是我親身經歷的!

我卻不願驕傲給人類看,因為造物主是沒有驕傲的神,
那麼,我又何必!

神山

青鳥飛掠樹梢
孩童秉息以待
夏風蒸菌成息
林間一片靜寂

傳來爽朗笑語
是青衣僧侶
童子不悅而視
青鳥去無蹤影

此僧憐惜孩童
子不願停足
意氣奔馳

僧云:
吾師只在神中
卻不在山中

2012年7月21日 星期六

A Stray Man's Diary chapter.1

If you absently walked by ,you wouldn't notice him ,he is a stray man ,for many days ,he was homeless.
He looked like in thirty or forty ,but not yet fifty,dressed in grey and dirty shirt ,brown pants with many spots ,but what unusual was,he put on a pair of glasses ,and the glasses were very stylish!For a strayed man it was too expensive !

But who knows!This morning the policeman walked by him and asked him to go home immediately,and he was sleeping on the long bench totally drunk and yelled "Go away!You fools!".The policeman notice that how skinny he was and said "As you wish!If you want food ,come with us,we would share with you!"
"No problem!But let me dream through this dream !It was a good dream......"Then he turned ,and sleep again!The policeman murmured"No problem is our big problem!"

He didn't know what time it is ,nor the date.Some people noticed that a stray man sleep on the long bench ,they think "Why does a young man lose his mind!"And the girls would said"How poor!"But they all walked by ,no one stayed.

When he sobered up from drunkenness ,the sun was in the middle,and he felt dazzling .Then he noticed how was he thirsty,but,he'd spent away all the dollars ---Wine is a dangerous friendship !--as we 've  always known!
It was in midsummer,he knew if he wanted to recharge his appetite ,he must to see the policeman,but he murmured"Dam !You dam policeman !I'll live in better life without you!"
No one knew why was he so stubborn and ego ,but if you wish to know,there was a book "Walden"in his sack.He made decision to leave the bench ,he stood up,how amazing was ,his right leg was a bit of shorter and he walked with difficult balance .If you dared to ask him why?No you wouldn't !Because he had done his best to hide ,how could you break his dignity ?!

Let us waited him come back,he had been to the public bathroom for a while !

Seemed like he drink and wash ,his face was brightened and cleared ,what a handsome man!But,so tired and sorrow.He took off his glasses ,clean it with tissue ,his long long eyelash make him look so naive ,but,after ten seconds ,he put them back.
Suddenly ,he heard a bird sang above him,and he said"Hello!Little bird!"
The bird agreeably peek him ."How could I deserve your friendship but I'm handicap?I have nothing ,do you know!?""Poor man,why don't you just to sing?""Since she left me haven't I sang.""Your girlfriend?""Maybe not so close but a friend.""Then tell me your story!""Okay!"





2012年7月17日 星期二

禪是甚麼v.s正氣何來

禪是心靈與自然的對話,打坐是違逆自然的法門!

許多人因為打坐而得名利,
因為打坐讓人離開本心,
離開本心就是幻象,
短暫的名利因此而生!

六祖慧能只是拾神秀牙慧,鬥境是慧能所爭!
五祖沒說甚麼,是史傳!

天地正氣不可能利用甚麼神功修得!
得天地正氣,即是不朽,即使英年早逝,如岳飛與耶穌,也是死得其所!

2012年7月12日 星期四

五色鳥之死

那天我愉快地走在春陽下,似乎生命中的一切,都是善的, 一切迷失和過犯,都不值回顧!那時我的年紀不是我的束附,有著不管怎樣都要開開心心活下去的理想!而我的城市包容我的不切實際,即使不必為糊口而工作, 也要讓藝術細胞充份呼吸!

就是在藝術書店看飽了美景名畫,洋洋自得時,來到森林公園走走,心裡對審美充滿期待,對草原和樹林,微風和花兒.心裡再沒別的盤算時,一隻五彩的小鳥迎向我飛來,棲在一個離地不高的樹洞外,我納悶地瞧著,靠著另一棵樹,心裡只想不驚動這個嬌客!

可我根本不算是牠的朋友!我對不起牠!

讓我靜下來,  寫出那件事!

就在我靠在另一旁賞鳥,而那之五色鳥也逗趣地偏頭看我時,有一個人迎面走來,追我的視線,發現那隻小鳥,他立刻興致勃勃的拿出手機追著要拍!鳥洞很小,鳥發現他想拍,躲近洞裡,我只覺得像快要目賭少女被揉躪,我想要讓那個不速之客自然地放棄搔擾牠,所以我走了,心裡面充滿痛苦和不安!那隻小鳥沒有退路了!小小的巢要被他的魔爪毀了!

我曾想當面告訴他,請你放過牠!可是我怕!他對我的敵意是那麼的明顯而強烈,天主!那個小精靈會被他捏在手裡玩,甚至做成標本!那個男人 !就是T 大校長,他要殺死脆弱的孩子,那隻小鳥是替我死的!

我知道牠已經死了!而我是沒有道德勇氣的人渣!小鳥!原諒我!

後來 ,那幾棵樹被圈起來,一大群人品頭論足地等鳥!各式儀器描準樹洞!

可我知道!鳥兒再也不會出現了!

2012年7月10日 星期二

玄天上帝的文化,已更正

作者參訪保安宮,查明玄天上帝乃五當山祖師,以斬妖除魔為使命,原為印度人!
前文之誤謬,請讀者包函!

2012年7月3日 星期二

Freedom

From I knew that I exit ,I dream to fly.
From I felt that I am growing,I wished to be a bird.
For what reason did I fantasy?
Only because of I desire freedom!

Freedom!Freedom!
For what kind of authority could you lead me?
You lead my soul ,mind ,and emotion!
But endless do I struggle --how to reach freedom?

In childhood,I was a passionate girl.
Wild and nature!
Since I reach adult ,I began to know the truth.
 Desire the truth that could set me free.
But not always the truth that could make me win.

Freedom!Freedom!
Why did my people been covered by heretic and lose you?
In the view of freedom ,we could directly see heaven!
Why do my people have no courage to know God.
Why do they been mislead ,by so many tricks!

Zeus told me!
Those human beings,
When the sky open and the stars twinkle ,
They frightened like a group of worms,
They have no courage to give the fate to God!
They count Taro and poker ,
Heretic is human way,for safety!
For they don't believe in God,nor heaven!

I cried out ,
I will be so lonely for pursuing freedom!
And God answer,
But you could call every angel to be your friend!

And my soul grow and grow,
When I play with angels and nature!
At last,I expressed my soul for blessing the earth.
And dead !Like the happy prince!